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Post by Admin on May 23, 2023 5:03:51 GMT
It's about time for bed and dreams.
I haven't drank in a while.
Not drinking, when used to doing so, can feel like a chore within itself, cause you stay up later, longer, have more energy, as such have to fill the time doing something.
When drink till drunk, you simply go to bed, and don't worry about finding something to do, cause you're to drunk to care, and then get up feeling like crap, so sleep a good part of the next day away.
But when sober, you have steady energy all day, that's why I say being sober feels like a chore.
But that's good, obviously.
I wish I had never started drinking.
I mean I don't drink like hard liquor, like true drunks do, I just drink beer on my days off, but still, I wish I'd never started.
No telling how much further in life I'd be right now.
When you drink, you make irrational decisions, and become lazy.
When you drink, all you want to do is drink, on your days off, and so stop going out, or persuing any opportunity that you feel will interfere with your drinking time.
But to be fair to self, I drink less now than I did two years ago, or even one year ago.
I'm mellowing out now, in that regard.
Its about time for bed in this lonely place...later.
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Post by Admin on Jul 31, 2023 3:42:06 GMT
I'm very careful about what I read from others when bedtime nearing, as in texts, phone calls, ect.
Cause sometimes people tend to plant negative ideas in your head right before bed, and as such can ruin your peaceful pre-bed time.
Peace is medicine, and must protect your peace at all cost.
Bad news can always wait until the morning, is how I see it.
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Post by Admin on Aug 7, 2023 6:07:58 GMT
I do believe it's about time for bed I think I've squeezed about all out of today that I can. I hang onto each day for as long as I can, cause I know when day is gone, I'm never getting it back. That being said, time to lay back, and probably fall asleep to some korny late night sci-fi horror flick. Years ago I'd always pray before bed, it was habit, but then grew out of it. My view of praying has changed a bit, and sometimes I feel if I pray before bed, I could be summoning a dark spirit instead, so instead I just keep my mouth shut, and 'think it'. Time for bed, goodnight and whatever.
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Post by Admin on Sept 23, 2023 4:13:22 GMT
When you get home, after long day of work, and have to do it again the next day, you can't just rush yourself to bed, it's all about timing and unwinding.
No matter how short the night, you have to feel as if you got some personal time out of it, in order to go to bed feeling settled.
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Post by Admin on Oct 7, 2023 5:37:02 GMT
Well, it's about time for bed, golly G, time is just moving to fast now... Time just moves to fast, at least when its peaceful and you're in that zone, that zone of peace. That's when tomorrow always looms around the corner like a viscous monster. I have no need for tomorrows anymore, what does tomorrow ever bring me anymore, other than turmoil and conflict? Tomorrows are very corrosive, but at least 'now', and 'today', is usually safe, especially late at night when you've made it. Anyways, that dern clock just keeps ticking away and won't stop for nothing, so I guess I'd better lay down for bed and dreams. Later and happy October...🎃🎃👻👻
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Post by Admin on Oct 7, 2023 5:42:20 GMT
I have to go to bed with glass doors open and fans in them, cause they like painted downstairs, and when came home could smell the fumes up here.. I don't like the situation, but if don't air the place out, who knows, and I don't want to wake up intoxicated from toxic fumes, or not wake up at all, so I'm keeping screen doors open, just hope nothing climbs or crawls in...oh well.  |
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Post by Admin on Nov 3, 2023 4:19:55 GMT
You never realize how cozy 'home' is, your place, until have to leave it for a while  You never realize how sweet home is until you have to leave it for a while, to visit or travel, ect. And I haven't even left yet, but already missing my place ahead of time.
I mean it don't matter you live in a castle or a hut, your home is your home, and you're familiar with it. Traveling is so for the birds now, but it's not for me anymore, but must make a trip to visit someone, a long trip at that, flying and all, yuk, and to think when younger flying is all I used to think about. Women and flying are the two things that aroused me...now I'm cool to both..D'oh! Anyways, yep, already missing my place even though haven't left yet. It's just cozy, not fancy, not glamourous, just cozy, and at my stage in life that's all I need is cozy and safe.
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Post by Admin on Nov 4, 2023 4:56:57 GMT
This is why already missing 'home' or 'room' This is why already missing home or 'room', before I even leave, cause it's so comfortable. I have like 4 screens to watch movies or anything with, 2 or projector screens, for laying down and watching movies (not sure why I didn't think of this years ago) I mean who need HD, when a wall will do just fine. I mean, I just got room set up perfectly for myself (as perfect as I can afford and is practical) No hotel/motel room can match this. I wish I could live in this room forever, but time is winding down do to economics....I try not to think about it, cause it can take years to get a room, or you place the way you want it...and it's quiet to boot. Is why I have no need for the future, cause to me the future is dirty, and changes things you're comfortable with, at least at certain stages of life. When younger, all you look forward to is the future, but when older, you're like 'Nah, I'm OK with 'now''
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Post by Admin on Nov 17, 2023 5:19:52 GMT
It's time for bed.
Health, is knowing when to let go of the day, and just getting some rest for the next day ahead.
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Post by Admin on Dec 21, 2023 4:31:53 GMT
Well, I guess I've pretty much stretched out the useful day for as long as I can, now tomorrow is beginning to infringe on my time, as such, I guess it's about time for bed, that one portal that allows you to escape for a while, regardless of who you are Yes, that's me, or a version of me, of course I don't look that way all the time. But on the inside, that's the part of me so very few see. Funny or sad how our eyes are supposed to help us see, or see better, but from my experience, peoples eyes actually tend to blind them to the subtleties of life, and or in others. I'm glad I don't live in Uganda, or any other of those nations, where only certain people are allowed to look beautiful.
As if wanting to look beautiful to self is a sin, or evil, cause it's not.Anyways, bed calls, so does tomorrow, darn it. Later and out.
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Post by Admin on Jan 28, 2024 6:37:45 GMT
I really just need to go to bed right now I really just need to go to bed right now, I mean can only stretch the mind out so far in a 24 hour period. Body aches a bit, muscles are sore, for a variety of reasons, and even my heart needs rest. And so, I think I'll oblige. Dreams have been deep and funky lately. I have more fun in my dreams than I do in real life. Later and out, for now.
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Post by Admin on Feb 9, 2024 5:54:13 GMT
And just like that, it's about time for bed, wow
I don't want tomorrow to arrive.
Tomorrow has nothing for me other than teeth, sharp teeth.
Anyways, a few days ago I was 3000 miles from where I'm at now.
Time goes by way to fast.
Later and good night.
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Post by Admin on Feb 22, 2024 5:41:36 GMT
It sucks how I seem to always get into time management the day or night before I have to return to work, when i know I'm running out of time, but when have days off in a row, I tend to waste time, since have time to waste.
Tomorrow sucks, mindless labor jobs such....big corporations who value share holders over day to day workers suck.
I was kinda hoping current job would have let me go, so didn't have to show up tomorrow.
Oh well, it's like 12:40 am here...it's about time for bed.
Bed is lovely, but tomorrow still sucks.
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Post by Admin on May 27, 2024 3:45:46 GMT
Almost time for bed, or just rest, and fade off into sleep while watching a movie.
Either way, there just comes a time in the 24 hour day where you just gotta turn off your brain power and just relax, regardless of deadlines.
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Post by Admin on Jun 23, 2024 6:16:08 GMT
I guess it's time for bed...just spacing off now, that means the mind is done thinking.
Time to lay down and watch a movie as I fade off.
Day started off healthy, then I had a few beers, then the day ended healthy in that I worked out, again, twice in one day.
I'd be really healthy all the time if I could just stop drinking dern beer.
Later and out, it's time to lay down for a while.
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