Me, myself and I

Title: Eraser



Sadly, art like this is just hidden from the main stream...instead all that's shoved down your throat is male/female, extremities.

Male female stereotypes, in other words, but nothing in between, the confusion in between rarely if ever shown.

The above pic is portrait of one of me, myself and I.

It's good art, says a lot , but never circulated, never...yet copied in many ways.

Those of us who dwell in the back alleys of obscurity are always giving those on the surface ideas to feed off of.

Their back bone is us.

Then they make a film or some cheezy commercial or add, pretending to be 'us', and get all the ues, and ahhs, while we in the back alley's of life get nothing.

Anyways, the above art for me means the following

I wish I could start over, I wish I had or could of had a very normal life (life is still normal, but very unfulfilling)

I wish I could of gone into the arts where 'paid' commercially to be creative, instead of trying to be creative in blue collar, every day type of world.

Bottom line, I was a fool, in that I though raw talent is what you needed to be noticed, I was a fool (maybe in the 70's or 80's, even 90's, but not now)

Now, to be noticed, regardless of talent, must be apart of 'the club' or a club or a group of influencial people (or however spelled)

Or must be apart of 'casting couch' brigade, ect

In other words those in power, those of influence are not in a million years gonna allow an outsider to upset their apple cart.

If you don't pay your 'dues', you'll simply be cast aside for those who have or doing so.

Talent is meaningless unless 'connected' to power broker.

Without leverage, social or fiscal leverage, forget about it, may as well be dead in as far as getting the attention of others, and that's just how it is now days.

Shadow banning, and other methods, just keep ordinary people buried, you post, but no one sees or views...(that's so evil)

Tech people are more ruthless than many on the streets believe it or not, just because they're computer smart, doesn't mean they have a heart.

All that aside, those of us in the back alleys of life just continue on, cause we have to, it's in our DNA.

And sadly, it's only when we're dead and gone, no longer a threat, do others seem to discover us, you, me...funny how that works.

Suddenly when dead and gone, now we're worth mentioning, as someone discovers our work and makes name for themselves off of us.

But only when dead, and no longer considered competition.

Humans really are rotten...

I really have no use for man anymore, I mean if could fly away to a distant planet to spend rest of years alone, I would.

I'm not 'God', but get and understand what you're trying to express.

If I may.

You're basically saying other peoples perception of you, based on their own flawed ways, does not define you.

On the inside you're a nice, kind, gentle soul, but according to others, based on their sinful lens, you're nothing more than a 'threat'.

I understand you, my GhostChildd...I get you.

Be well, sorry you were born into the world you were born in, maybe in next life it will be different, but until then, a few odd souls out here do 'get you' and or others like you, who mean no harm, but simply want to shine to self, be left alone and be happy.

Like the movie 'Drag me to hell', that's where you're going!



Like the movie 'drag me to hell' that's where you're going, you odd ball!!

Because I'm a monster, and until everyone else is a monster like myself, I'm not satisfied.

Mankind is my buffet.

I'm just tired.

I don't know what to do anymore, I don't know how to fit in anywhere.

I'm just tired.



Well my job is to torment you forever, or until you depart this world, and as long as I'm here you'll never find peace!