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Post by Admin on Jul 2, 2024 3:31:00 GMT
Tomorrow really scares the hell out of me right now Tomorrow really seems like a scary place to me right now. Everything annoys me right now, including this dude on the radio 'Chad Benson'...goofball...I had to turn the radio off. Everyone like to yap on the radio, especially older white men, who are more vain and self centered than women are, actually. That aside, just in a post drinking type of mood. My body just doesn't do well with lot's of drinking anymore...and to me, my body, 4-6 can's of beer is a lot. Then the next day, as in today, I feel like I'm in a grave and trying to climb out. It effects my emotions, how I feel about myself, others, and life in general. So why do I still drink if it causes me such afterwards turmoil? I really don't know...loneliness maybe? I was doing so well too, was dry for 6 days prior, then had to ruin it by drinking some beers, going out, and just ugg. I need to get back on the happy medium I was on prior to me drinking yesterday...not there yet.
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Post by Admin on Jul 8, 2024 5:52:07 GMT
The longer I stay up, the more I eat and snack.
I need to go ahead and just call it a night or a day.
May days aren't measured by the 24 hour clock right now, my day simply ends when I decide to finally go to sleep...whether at 10 pm or 4 am.
And that's how I like it.
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Post by Admin on Jul 17, 2024 0:40:14 GMT
Not sure why this song never became a hit.
Got to go go go, get get get.
I think it has a catchy beat.
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Post by Admin on Jul 26, 2024 2:12:29 GMT
I feel drowsy, again, and feel I need to take yet another nap today, and it's 10 pm at night, but not ready for bed yet, but realize unless I take a nap, I can't focus on anything...so will lay down and take a quick late night nap, and hopefully get up in less than an hour feeling refreshed, so I can get more out of the day, cause still have much to get done.
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Post by Admin on Jul 26, 2024 3:13:46 GMT
This may sound odd, but maybe I'm not eating enough, is why I've been feeling drowsy during the day at timesI mean today, took a long vigorous bike ride, but just realized, other than a protein drink, and some popcorn, I really haven't eaten much. I know we live in era where we're all told to eat less, but just maybe, my drowsiness during the day, is do to me actually not eating enough and replacing the carbs, calories, that I use up when exercising...hmm I mean without food, we have no fuel. 
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Post by Admin on Jul 27, 2024 13:53:12 GMT
Avoid drama mammas, the types who get you sucked into their personal affairs, and as such you get distracted from your own personal mission in life.
Avoid these types like the plague.
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Post by Admin on Aug 14, 2024 17:19:47 GMT
Some homeless people live smarter, not harder
Some homeless people choose to live smarter, not harder.
Although, in reality, being homeless isn't as easy as some may think, it can be quite the hustle actually, especially at night when trying to find a safe clean place to sleep.
But it's amazing that on the streets of America, you have people basically living 3rd world, or even less, type of lives, in tents, their dirty, no hygeine, many people in the 3rd world actually live better than that.
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Post by Admin on Aug 14, 2024 23:20:12 GMT
I feel like drinking right now, but don't want all the side effects I feel like drinking right now, or being emotionally taken to the spot drinking takes me to, but without the lingering side effects that always follow. Wish I could get that drunk utopic feeling, without actually flooding the body with booze, which is bad for you, of course. I'm working hard to get into shape, and I'm my own worst enemy, in that regard, most of us are indeed our own worst enemies. But now that sober, I have energy, and afternoons, evenings, just seem to drag when sober, and that's a good thing, cause time is precious. But what I'm saying is when it drags, it makes me want to drink to make the dragging time more fun to myself. That's just how drinkers think, I suppose. When going sober, you really have to totally re-arrange you're whole mindset. Even as I type this I feel like drinking, just so can relax.
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Post by Admin on Aug 23, 2024 0:23:35 GMT
It's been a odd emotional and inner bio chemical day for me.
It's like my mind is tired, or thinks I should be, but my body has energy since I've been getting back in shape.
My conscious mind isn't used to just being alert all day long.
When you drink, as I have in the past, on your days off from work, you just drink, then sleep...but you don't stay up all day long the next day, you're just in and out of bed.
But now that in shape, my mind and body are out of sync, or so it seems.
Not to mention I dread tomorrow, I hate leaving my place, for any reason now, for the most part, especially if it involves driving long distance out of town, and then back...
Anyways, going to lay down for a bit...I call that taking a dry nap, where sometimes just laying down, staring at the Tv or ceiling, can sometimes re energize your mind.
Cause I got a lot more to get done before bed tonight.
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Post by Admin on Sept 15, 2024 23:38:38 GMT
I think this video deserves so many more views than YT allows it to get
This video is funny, it's playful, full of satire, and not woke.
Yet YT buries it.
It could rival anything in Hollywood, as far as entertainment value goes.
Sure, it kind leans more towards the 'Q' side or LGBTQ side of theater, but so what...it's a good cheaply made production and deserves way more views.
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Post by Admin on Sept 21, 2024 2:21:31 GMT
Family affair type stuff, but also applies to others in relationships on this planet
Evil whispers, chats behind close doors, good and love confronts, desires to resolve and settle....for the betterment of all.
Which are you?
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Post by Admin on Sept 23, 2024 6:17:10 GMT
Inside bug zapper review
Bug zappers work inside just as well.
Zap those deviant bugs that fly around in your room at night when the lights are off.
I should of thought of this long ago.
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Post by Admin on Oct 7, 2024 14:02:06 GMT
Always check your receipt at corner stores when middle eastern folks run the register...they'll over charge you in a heart beat.
Why do we let such low lifes into our nation, why can't people like that just stay in the nation they were born in.
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Post by Admin on Oct 27, 2024 16:35:22 GMT
Male feet vs female feet I think this is a great fun older video that YT has age restricted...F g--gle. It comes down to some behind the scenes Karen type being offended by feet...F them to. In real life people like that get knocked the ____ out. Slithery azz whatever. Anyways, it's a fun harmless video with over 4000 views, and was growing, until some Karen type got jelous. View it, but have to be logged in and do so on YT. 
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Post by Admin on Oct 27, 2024 19:22:50 GMT
Why Hispanics will soon become the new face of America
Without fail, for years, for over a decade, every weekend at the recreational ball park, Hispanic families come out, play, and root for their favorite teams to win. They, Hispanics get it, and do what American of old used to do, and that is get up off the dern couch and go outside and participate in activities that build family, unity and cultural bonds.
We Americans don't do that anymore, (At least not ones raised in the urban centers, and particularly black folks)
I see it daily...the B youth have no fathers to take them to the ball parks, and all these urban B mothers think they can just raise their kid in a fatherless void, and by age 12 abandon them to the streets...again, I see it daily.
Hispanics, on the other hand, are what American families were back in the 50's and 60's and or even the 70's.
Most of us Americans have just lost our way, lost our culture and soon will lose our minds.
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