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Post by Admin on Nov 26, 2020 19:25:36 GMT
This is all I want anymore  All I want anymore is to be left alone, and allowed to 'Govern self'... All I want anymore is like a abandoned farm in like Nebraska, for sale, in the middle of nowhere. This farm would be like heaven on Earth for a creative soul like my own, and or others like me, where we could create music, art, theater, have night time, day time festivals, and just 'play'. Play and dance, and be happy, and of course pay our taxes (frown out loud) But sadly so many places like this have been priced out of the reach of common working class types, so instead foreign entities like China swoop in and buy instead, and will only get worse under 'Biden/Harris', since Biden did all that business with China which the main stream media ignored. So going forward you're more likely to see Chinese spies living in farms like this rather than native born heartland American types. All that aside...I really do with I could get a place like this to live out remaining years. And if can't do it alone, wouldn't mind teaming up with like 5 or less like minded types where we put our resorces together to form our own society. Oh ye, that would be communial living, something rich conservatives hate, but what rich conservatives don't understand is us poor people don't have enough captitol to ever afford place like this unless we pool our money. If anyone is interested please do contact me at this form. If smart, you'll know how, if dumb, the doors that way. What about land in foreign nation where could be much cheaper? I've thought about that, but also know this is not the 60's or 70's anymore, in that where could a average income American buy land in a foreign nation, and not become a 'victim' to terrorism or randsom? Back in the 60's, 70's, sure, the world was different back then, but now, I mean where would a average income American move to, outside of the States or Europe, and not be exploited by local gangs or Government?? And most South American nations are narco states, so if you bought sizable land down there, I'm sure it would be a matter of days before drug trafficers showed up and like either you let them farm your land or else. I think the days of 'Jim Jones' cult are gone, where you could by huge hunk of land in foreign nation and be left alone. Now days if did that, every local scam artist would want peace of you, unless rich enough to hire guards and or rich enough to 'buy' protection from local Government, but if just some rascal American from Nebraska buying land in Peru, good luck being left alone, I guess. |
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Post by Admin on Nov 27, 2020 0:08:34 GMT
Got to waste a whole day now, at DMV around fat smelly people with swollen ankles, cause they did not get my, our, payment.
This is gross to me.
Stay out of my way.
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Post by Admin on Nov 27, 2020 1:50:36 GMT
This is all I want anymore All I want anymore is to be left alone, and allowed to 'Govern self'... All I want anymore is like a abandoned farm in like Nebraska, for sale, in the middle of nowhere. This farm would be like heaven on Earth for a creative soul like my own, and or others like me, where we could create music, art, theater, have night time, day time festivals, and just 'play'. Play and dance, and be happy, and of course pay our taxes (frown out loud) But sadly so many places like this have been priced out of the reach of common working class types, so instead foreign entities like China swoop in and buy instead, and will only get worse under 'Biden/Harris', since Biden did all that business with China which the main stream media ignored. So going forward you're more likely to see Chinese spies living in farms like this rather than native born heartland American types. All that aside...I really do with I could get a place like this to live out remaining years. And if can't do it alone, wouldn't mind teaming up with like 5 or less like minded types where we put our resorces together to form our own society. Oh ye, that would be communial living, something rich conservatives hate, but what rich conservatives don't understand is us poor people don't have enough captitol to ever afford place like this unless we pool our money. If anyone is interested please do contact me at this form. If smart, you'll know how, if dumb, the doors that way. With land like this could be happy or happier, could farm, grow own produce, and be left alone...if land paid for that is. I mean who want's to be apart of larger odd Government anymore? |
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Post by Admin on Nov 29, 2020 16:50:43 GMT
One thing for sure is the day or morning after work, one doesn't always feel very 'graceful'.
Wow how mindless labor sure designed to suck your 'essence' right out of you.
After having a few days off, when rested, I'm full of grace, but after working a few days, that grace is all but gone, which shows me how destructive mindless labor jobs are to both the body, mind, spirit and soul (just through them all in there)
Not only that but I tend to get 'sick' when out there in the world, not from Corona, but just from all the other 'cold' viruses one can catch.
People forget that other cold viruses, bacteria ect, have not taken a vacation just cause corona around.
It's like you spend off time getting healthy again, then when healthy again your freagin job takes your health, or you expend your health while at work...and cycle repeats.
When younger, not such a big deal, when older, you take note of this more, when older you begin taking note of a lot of things that begin to effect you more.
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Post by Admin on Nov 29, 2020 17:00:31 GMT
Will have to change source of income soon, within a year, here's why Will have to change source of income soon, hopefully within a year, cause just can't keep brutalizing body like this, and when I say brutalizing body I don't mean working in a field picking produce type of brutalizing, I mean just long long hours at work type of brutalizing to where you're up longer in the day than allowed to rest. I may go the roommate route even, if that will help reduce costs... twylightzone.boards.net/thread/82/roomates-pros-cons?page=1 The right roommate can help reduce monthly expenses by up to 50%, but notice I said the 'right' roommate......the wrong roommate can double or triple the amount of stress. The link above talks about the ins and outs of having a roommate. ---------------------------------------------------------- Many blue collar types work full-time until day of retironment, to me that's wrong, to me one should start putting on the brakes at least 15 years before retironment, or sooner, or their will be nothing left of your health when you do retire. Like old lady I saw at travel center the other day in like a 200,000 dollar RV, but the lady in it, whom I saw leaving store, was so old and withered, and could barely walk without losing breath, couldn't even really enjoy it. A $200,000 RV is more fun at the age of 30 or 75? Ask yourself that. At 75, a motorhome simply becomes a nursing home on wheels...think about that. What is your future?, better yet what is your 'now'?
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Post by Admin on Dec 3, 2020 6:01:41 GMT
Fed up with it all  Fed up with it all, but not much I can do about it unless want to live on the streets again and homeless again. Today just reminded me of how ugly the world of capitolism and greed can be, and how ugly it makes others, and how your soul, well being, only matters to others in that system if a useful utility to them. But once you're not 'useful' you're less valuable than dirt (to them). I'm happiest when away from all of that. But when younger I thought 'All of that' was what made one whole, and maybe for a while it does while trying to 'find self', or place for self in this world, we all have a different path carved out for us. I mean if a family person with bills, kids to take care of, to be an example for, than this post here is the last thing you'd be able to relate to, I may as well be a space alien to you. But many don't have that structure in their life, either by choice or by accident or by cruel fate. I'd trade everything for a nice loving wife, kids and a family, but I don't have that, and wishing I had it, doesn't change the fact that I don't, as such have to deal in the reality dealt to me. I'm the result of being alone for years and years and years, you still have to emotionally survive, so you look within 'self' for that support or 'family', you draw from different sides of your own inner self for that 'balance', which nature always seeks. All that aside, I'm just so sick of it all, so sick of working for fortune 500 companies and still barely able to get by, and I'm not the only one. I just wish I could exist in like a 'Lord of the Rings' type of world, where you didn't have to work some stupid job, where land was free, you just grow stuff, work together and eat, and play, no corporate greed BS. Wake up when you want to, hike as far as you'd like, tell stories, explore caves and just be happy. If there was a gigantic mental hospital, like days of old, I think I'd check myself in, just to get away from this madness out here. 
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Post by Admin on Dec 7, 2020 19:48:18 GMT
Online classes can get boring at times Gotta dial back into some Harvard online classes, oh relax, I'm no Harvard type, these classes are like free or for pennies, not sure why they offer them, but decided to take one, thought it would 'spoof' up life a bit, it only does when get to comment on what I read. All that aside, shop at ZoLucky, they sell some really cool clothing for both men and women.  zolucky.com/collections/hoodies-sweatshirts
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Post by Admin on Dec 11, 2020 7:31:16 GMT
Say what you want about 'me', or this place, but the difference between 'me' or 'this place' is I, we, it, them, whomever, don't infringe on the rights of others or try to implement freedom denying rules for others to follow  Yes say what you want, especially if some pre-historic type of conservative type who pretends to be so good and clean on the surface. But say what you want, but at least this place here, and or 'I' don't try to force implement rules for others to follow that will destroy their lives. I appreciate freedom, and willing to die to maintain that freedom, and that's what I have in common with others who may be on the 'right' of the political isle. And old fashion 'Liberal types' use to be that way as well, but the political 'owned', possesed by like China and other dark forces 'Liberal types', have become zombies as of late, as of last 10 years or so. I don't recognize the current media liberals anymore, I mean under Donald Trump I've never seen such 'monster' behavior, the media 'left' I don't recognize any more as being kind, soft and gentle. Hate, seems to be the political lefts new anthem. And saying that, realizing that, really puts me at odds with 'all'. Cause artistically I seem very liberal, and probably am, but when it comes to 'safety', and common sense, I'm, I don't want to say conservative, cause I think that word has become a bit polluted. So I'll just say 'steady' instead. Playful but safe. Are politicians have let us down people, they really have, they have all sold their souls to 'money'. They've sold their souls to money, power and worldly prestige. Who's going to protect us now? To be continued as time allows, so busy right now with meaning job. back soon.
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Post by Admin on Dec 15, 2020 4:06:55 GMT
There's just something gross I find about people kissing on camera as in TV shows, movies and so forth, I don't like it when film shows two people kissing, regardless of their orientation, kissing in public, or on film, just gross to me.
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Post by Admin on Dec 15, 2020 4:08:43 GMT
To me, I get about as much out of seeing two people kiss as I do out of seeing one dog lick another dogs behind, just makes no sense to me.
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Post by Admin on Dec 16, 2020 6:04:15 GMT
Having a 'Miss Piggy moment  Having a Miss Piggy moment, in that late at night, time for bed, yet stuffing face with bread pizza, shame on me, shame on me, but so what. Tomorrow will probably be miserable so may as well enjoy now.
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Post by Admin on Dec 20, 2020 0:45:03 GMT
What a 'grey' day What a 'grey' day, I had to work earlier, and boy what a grey environment that was, got let lose early cause lack of stuff to do, I guess, I don't know, I just know I'll never get the time I lost earlier today back, ever. I would of rather volunteered my time helping teach people to read, than to have wasted my time in today's work environment. Why do older folks be showing up always looking so gdm bland??? I'm no longer super young, nor am I super old, I'm in the upper middle somewhere now, but still, whenever I show up to work, I always dress as if cameras could shine light on me at any moment...in other words I'm still 'style conscious', like we were in high school or college, or how we were early in our careers when we all still had hope. Now you see older males show up to work as if just climbed out of bed. Older guys who don't even take care of their hair anymore and insult the rest of us with their drabby, grey dull look. Women usually do better at keeping 'kept', it's just in their social DNA to do that, more so than it is in males too. And younger people generally brighten the work place for me regardless, in that they're just still more 'chirpy', and have soft skin that's yet to be damaged by the sun and 'life'.  I'm just glad I'm home now and away from that dull drabby invironment and now can begin living again.
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Post by Admin on Dec 21, 2020 19:54:28 GMT
Tempted to get Xmas lights this year Very tempted to get Xmas lights this year, cause there is none where I stay, it's like a Xmas desert where I stay, in that there's no outer sign of the Holidays, other than at commercial businesses. But where I stay and dwell, nothing, no lights, nothing. I'm just glad I wasn't raised in a area like this when I was a kid One thing I must praise my parents for is raising us, their kids, far away from urban BS and mindset. And for trying to give us, their kids, the best, most normal type of 'America' they could at the time, which is way better than most people do today. Cause where I stay, I can't even imagine being a kid raised in home with no Xmas, no Xmas tree, no gifts, just rap music and foul language. Ye, maybe I'll put up some lights, but if I do, hopefully criminals won't think 'Hey, they have Xmas lights, that must mean they have gifts, lets burglerize the place'... I'll make up my mind here soon. 
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Post by Admin on Dec 21, 2020 22:59:53 GMT
Continued from above...
I did get those Xmas lights, will it make a difference?
Who know, but to 'me' it will...and in the end, it's 'me' that matters the most.
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Post by Admin on Dec 21, 2020 23:09:18 GMT
I give this clothing company a thumbs up... |
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