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Post by Admin on Nov 22, 2018 21:14:56 GMT
To me, dating a woman who's not interested in pro creating is the same as being 'gay'...I mean what's the point?
I mean a 22 year old slender fem male vs a older flabby female, neither you can pro create with, so what's the point?
I mean to me, the only purpose of being heterosexual is to pro create, and once you do must remain as such for family, cause now obligated to a 'role'...
But if pro creation, the creation of own biological family not in the equation of relationship, than what's the point of being hetro?
I wish more females understood this.
If to selfish to give me my own biological family, than really what do you have to offer?
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Post by Admin on Nov 22, 2018 21:37:27 GMT
And another thing that very much annoys me about dating sites, even their category's still based on gender...
1. Either male or female
2. Either transgender drag type or ect (males who basically dress like females)
Again, it's all based on this idea that extreme gender roles is what people want!
Or traditional hairy male type, or traditional playboy cover, big b__bs type of female...gross on both of those.
What about those who simply are seeking a softer tone of human?
A graceful younger slender male with soft hands, soft feet and a soft heart?
Or a graceful younger female with soft hands, soft feet and a soft heart?
How come online, everything, all images, have to deal with extremes? as if designed for depraved 'P' types...
I'm just not turned on by males or females, who post fake pictures of themselves looking like they're in 'Heat', as if they already know what you want and desire, that's such a turn off to many, so plastic, so fake.
Sad that things, the people, who are truly beautiful are always hidden from the web, always hidden from main stream pop culture.
To someone like me, with my tastes, the world is just a gross place to be apart of, cause everything is so freagin fake and commercial...
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Post by Admin on Nov 22, 2018 21:53:45 GMT
Example..
To me, long jagged pointy finger nails is not 'feminine' to me, to me women with long finger nails have hands like spider...and I fear spiders. Insect hands do not turn me on.
Then on top of that if fat, and have ugly personality, ect, zero attraction, not that I'm gay, but nor is previously described feminine to me.
On the other hand, some 22 year old male who's slender, has very soft hands, like silk, no nails, is practical, playful, has sense of humor, sense of adventure, soft feet to boot, feet that don't scare you, soft heals, slender face, sharp fem like features, to me, that's what I dig.
It frustrates the hell out of me that mistakenly younger 'W' males by accident act more feminine by mistake than their heavy set urban female counter parts do.
What's wrong with this freagin world?
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Post by Admin on Nov 22, 2018 23:03:44 GMT
Also what bugs me is the following about trans beautiful people and or artAlso what annoys me so terribly much is that all transstyle art or depictions always associated with 'sleaze' in the media...again I just don't get that, I just don't get it. How is being 'as is' a sleazy' thing? Could someone please explain (no one will cause they can't and if did would indite self) if you get my drift. Everyone is stupid, and cowardly to me, cause everyone hides, and pretends, and would rather 'blame', than simply face 'self'... So few of you will get that.  Click to enlarge
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Post by Admin on Nov 22, 2018 23:19:59 GMT
I hate everything that is fake.
As I get older, I'm realizing everything in the media is fake, commercials, images of 'beauty', victims in horror movies and more.
Everyone then builds their own images around that which is fake, manufactured reality built to suite those in control, it just grosses the hell out of me.
Yet those of true, pure, beauty are hidden, purposely, and forced to dwell in the back alleys of peoples sick fantasy's.
I need my own radio show again...
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Post by Admin on Nov 22, 2018 23:26:20 GMT
Yet I'll turn on TV or watch Netflix and see half naked, blonde females running round screen, playboy types, (as if that's normal).
I'll be fed a steady diet of other peoples 'lusts', as if their lusts are mine and or others.
'Step in line boy, we demand you only lust after sleazy blonde haired women with big busts, no other standard of beauty or reality matters to us, now get in line boy or else!'
Sick older males who destroyed all the Indians, and other indigunes (or however spelled) tribes, totally run the show.
(And also certain females, who don't want no other standard of beauty intruding in on their territory)
Like this video here...
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Post by Admin on Nov 23, 2018 1:09:51 GMT
Everything online is just fake now
Everything online is just fake now, fake links, fake sites, fake robo help, endless loops, no humans, it's all just so fake.
Shadow banning, so even when do post, maybe no one other than self can see post...
I mean gosh, can reach more people just by printing up flyers and handing them out, like old days, remember news letters, and just handing them to people than can reach online, if not 'connected'...
Nothing is authentic anymore, all sites want to do is gather your shopping habits, browsing habits, and then sell to other entities...
Common people no longer allowed to connect to one another, instead only connected to lifeless 'programs'...
Humans, when given enough time, allows clot and screw everything up...all for 'money'...
The internet is all but about useless now...in beginning was a neat way common people could connect...now it's just wires...so very sad
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Post by Admin on Nov 24, 2018 2:05:18 GMT
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Post by Admin on Dec 4, 2018 1:21:45 GMT
If you're black, or deemed as such, pretty much everyone is socially programmed to 'hate you', even if themselves also deemed as 'black', or deemed as such.
Hello, if you're deemed as 'black' in this world, pretty much everyone programmed to hate or despise you...but not here, as long as 'self' and able to see self beyond color and or sexuality.
In other words come here to 'Rest', not to be gross, for if gross I to will toss you into the inferno.
Come here to 'rest', and simply be accepted 'as is'...OK...
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Post by Admin on Dec 9, 2018 20:47:38 GMT
This picture or art work here always makes me sad for some extra reason This picture here, this image, this illustration, always makes me extra sad for some reason...why? 1. It reminds me of the innocents of real people I suppose, in that before exposed to the biases of the world, people who are gender crossed or confused, have no idea how offensive that is to most. 2. I can't stand when nice people are abused by the ugly And that's basically it. Innocent people who just want to be themselves so often abused by both sides. Their 'side' exploits them for ______ reasons, and the other side taunts them for being 'weird'. Not sure in what Holy book where wanting to feel beautiful, appreciated, is a sin.
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Post by Admin on Dec 15, 2018 22:12:00 GMT
Peoples hair and skin look so much more perfect on TV, especially in the older shows, even the black and white Westerns, hair looked so perfect, and so did peoples skin.
On TV, back then, it's as if peoples skin glowed.
Oh well...I'm tired, time for a evening nap.
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Post by Admin on Dec 22, 2018 16:53:00 GMT
Masked behind myself Masked behind myself, is the title of the above piece, never to really be seen anywhere but here, and maybe a few other spots, but never acclaimed in that I don't have the right pedigree. Now if sitting in a Art class at some University, and on drugs, but had influencial parents, then above photo would appear in articles everywhere, people would comment, say how 'deep' it, how meaningful, people would fake like they could relate to it and so forth. But it's not there, and I'm not that, I'm just self, and self matters very little to world, if at all. Lets get back to 'Grace Under Fire', which a lot of people are, and have always been, forever. Grace Under Fire is when even get spat upon by society, one still manages to walk a straight line and keep dignity about self.
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Post by Admin on Dec 23, 2018 14:33:17 GMT
I think in a way, we're all possessed by something, to one degree or anotherExample Example, take the above individual, whom I'd like to interview real quick...begin Me> Are you OK? Them> No, not really, I mean I am, yet I'm not, I'm physically safe, I suppose, but my immediate future seems full of clouds Me> Why do you dress like that? Them> Dress like what? Me> Don't play games with me or I'll throw holy water on you. Them> Dressed like what? Me> You've taken a hold of what should of been a ordinary male, man, man child, and you've turned them into, into, some odd creature Them> How is wanting to look and feel beautiful, when alone, all by thy self, how do you equate that into being a 'creature'?, maybe it's you who are the creature. Me> What?, don't be absurd!, I'm the one here to straighten you out. Them> Who says they need straightening out? Me> Society does, that's who. Them> Why?, where has society been for them after all these years? Me> What!? Them> Where has society been for them after all these years, you heard me. Me> There's Churches on every block, clubs and societies you can join Them> You're more dense and blind than I figured, maybe they don't fit in at church. Me> Are you turning my client gay? Them> Again, what does sexual orientation have to do with how once chooses to sculpt one's own body? Me> The bible says being gay is a sin! Them> Who says their gay? Me> Well why else would they paint their toe nails and have umm... Them> In other words because you're attracted to their legs and feet, that makes them gay? Me> Well if they were normal they wouldn't be trying to attract me Them> Who says they're trying to attract you or anyone else, maybe it's 'me' they're trying to please, the being within them. I ended interview shortly after that, and I do believe the above person is possessed by a entity that makes them want to be sexy, clean and smooth, males just aren't suppose to behave that way, when I grew up males were suppose to be tough and hairy and dirty, John Wayne types.
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Post by Admin on Dec 23, 2018 14:49:41 GMT
Now my turn to respond I'm not gay or straight or this or that, I'm just alive, and while alive I do what I must to sustain self, emotionally, and if wanting to look 'cute' at times helps me sustain self, than so be it. Who is singular?, who?...no one is, only some pretend to be, and or fulfill other side through relationships, but what if not in a relationship?, how does one seek or find that balance between 'Beauty and the Beast?'... One will find that balance from within, either that or they will go 'mad'. Guys who secretly or publicly cross dress or soften self up, do so because deep down inside they're trying to be the female they really wish they could find and pair up with in real life. A truly 'gay' person is not in the slightest bit interested in looking fem, a truly gay guy only likes things that are masculine, the same as 'self'. So cross dressers, or sissy dressers, or whatever, really aren't 'gay', in that they're simply trying to become the lady they could never meet in real life. It's why the vast majority of gay people, or men, dress like men, work out, go to the gym, wear jeans ect, they like men, and so they want to look like a man, even when alone. But someone who desires a woman, wants to feel like a woman, or at least softer self (the role woman would play in life) when alone. Heck, women cross dress, role dress, all of the time, Jeans one minute, high heels the next, but guys aren't allowed the same range within 'normal behavior'? This battle will never be won, humans are just to stupid and insecure, and dishonest with themselves. I believe in 'roles', yes, but there's a lot of single people out there alone who'll never ever meet anyone, what role are they suppose to fulfill to self when alone? and or no prospect of ever meeting a future mate?
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Post by Admin on Dec 23, 2018 16:55:24 GMT
OK, the pity party is overOK, the pity party is over, I want you all to go out there and stand proud for yourselves, or stand proud for yourselves within...OK But that one Priest person thinks I'm possessed by a demon, well am I? Well lets see, what type of demon would it be, a pretty feet demon?, are you kidding me, just because you like for your feet to look, feel and appear soft to self, while in private, I'm not sure how that's evil, I mean at least you're not out robbing banks, car jacking people, selling drugs, having an affair, at least your not addicted to drugs, you don't hurt people, you're honest, playful and just fun to be around, so gee, if that's considered evil, than what's this world coming to. Now get up, the pity party is over, we have things to do, to get done.
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