The darker side of GBTQ, as seen through abtractions of art

There's no mass market for this type of art




Sadly, there's just no mass market for this type of art and or expression, in that it doesn't fit most peoples stated 'taste' of life experience or perceptions.


Sadly, if a male of color, the only way, not just in the U.S, but worldwide, that the world wants to see you as is in tones of 'anger', rage, mischief and any other negative connotation.


People, society at large, need to be able to contrast themselves with the 'boogie man', or 'The Beast', and most people do that with 'black people'.


Even other 'B' people do it with other 'B' people  'Oh well you're scarier than me'...

Very few are willing to see 'B' males or males of color in a more beautiful light, as default, not talking about 'smut' porn stuff, but just by default as being 'OK' to not be threatening.

As such the type of art I project is foreign to most, in that again, people just want to selfishly see B males cast in negative, boogie man type of light, so they, others, can feel better about 'self', I suppose.

In my art I show, display, the 'softer side of male', the more colorful side of male, in abstract ways. This idea that only females get scared at night, or have multiple projected styles is not true.

What is true though, is that most males, when in relationships with a female, do willingly confine themselves to traditional male behavior and style, and they do it out of 'Love'....love tends to 'correct' a lot of things.

But in truth, there's a lot of single males who are not in relationships, and who aren't, or don't feel loved by anyone.
When alone for years one tends to explore other sides of self as a way of maintaining balance, emotional balance.

Nature always seeks a balance.
So if male is alone, always alone, the balance comes through softer side coming out, either a lot or a little.

For instance, when I'm alone, I like 'soft' things, I prefer my skin be soft, since have to feel own skin at night in bed, why would I want hairy legs? or rough skin?

Heck, even if had girlfriend or wife would still want to maintain soft skin, maybe not in way depicted in art, but to lesser degree.
That's why you see all these alligator skinned older males in their 40's, 50's and 60's, cause they failed to take care of skin when younger, it's your skin so why not take care of it?

But anyways, back to why my type of art will never catch on.

Most just want to see art depicting the typical lady in vulnerable position, you know, blonde, fake pose ect, staged affliction.

But I depict real affliction through my art, cause I know everyone struggles, not just 'W' blonde females as always depicted in movies and on TV.
I know even ugly people get depressed, not just 'cute' 19 year old model looking women as depicted on suicide or depression posters/add.

People just aren't ready for my type of art yet, not sure if they ever will.

I don't think it's 'Tranny' art, in that I don't think a male bringing out more beautiful side means they want to be a female.
Just because a male is 'cute', doesn't mean they're a tranny or want to be, but so few people get that.

Most people just want to see stereotypes in art...the woman with big b__bs, silky hair in warrior or vulnerable role, the Anglo male depicted as 'hero' figure, Conan, ect, and the 'B' male depicted as dumb, violent, bland and without artistic flair.

Younger W males, however, do have far greater range than most, in that for whatever reason younger W males given a pass to act, behave and look both Masculine or 'boyish' and feminine, soft and reasonable, they're just given that range.

It's OK for younger W males to look cute, to have cute hair cuts, and to even act a bit 'sissy', while being totally straight.

Even B males give W males that range, but be black and try acting 'fem' around other B males and see what happens, so how quickly your picked on, and or hit up on.

I should write a book about all of this, cause what I share on here is barely seen by anyone, yes I need to write a book and use some of my own portraits as illustrations.
It would be an e-book, maybe through kindle.

My art is for those who are truly alone, if not alone, or in happy male/female relationship, doubt you'll be able to relate to my art and or what I type.

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