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Post by Admin on Jan 22, 2022 4:37:21 GMT
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Post by Admin on Jan 22, 2022 4:39:53 GMT
It's Friday and I'm plum bob dead wore out, many are probably out partying right now, or at home with family, or out with friends, me?, me?, just sitting here like a zombie.
Probably will find another scary movie to watch.
And I'm sober, so it's like extra bland and boring.
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Post by Admin on Apr 2, 2022 1:49:58 GMT
Can't believe I haven't posted a 'It's Friday' on here since Jan 21st?...wow. Well, it's Friday, I'm home, and not much planned. I almost bought a new Dodge Challenger last week, or earlier this week.  I figured if I got a cool new car it would spurn me to just get out more, but would it have? I'm just a homebody now, would a new cool car change that? And or would it tempt me to start drinking again? Cause when go out, it's usually to places that serve booze. That aside, ultimitely I was turned off by the 400+ a month payments that I'm sure I would of had to pay. Not saying I still won't get a cooler car than I have now, but it probably won't be brand new. But let's just say I had that new red Dodge Challenger sitting in parking lot right now, would I be tempted to just go cruising? Probably, just like I did when use to own a Kia Soul, and it was new. But it wears off after a while. But a Dodge Challenger is different, it's a 'show off' type of ride, go to the beach type of ride, downtown type of ride, pick up people type of ride. I'm sure street women would be all over me if I had that thing, but is that what I really want? Anyways, I don't have a new car, and as such just sitting at home on a Friday night like a geek. |
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Post by Admin on Apr 2, 2022 1:55:33 GMT
Continued from above ⬆️⬆️⬆️
But having a new car now days brings worries, especially if live in a average or poor working class area.
I'd be worried about getting car jacked at intersection, or set up to get robbed.
Now days, these younger punks on the streets just take what they want.
I'd be paranoid about driving home, I'd feel as if being followed by people who'd steal car when I got out of it.
Cause now, with these advanced keys, they have to take car from you while in it, while it's running, cause most on the streets cannot hot wire a car anymore, with these new cars you need that remote key.
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Post by Admin on Jun 23, 2022 12:39:16 GMT
It's Friday  I'm off today, but in a do nothing mood, not good. I need my enthusiasm or I'm slush. It's just so many things I try, as of late, seem to fall flat on it's face. Deception, whatever, tilted playing fields, whatever. Everyone wants your money, but so few seem to deliver. So, after a while it can effect your spirit, your enthusiasm, it certainly has mine. The 'to do list' purpose is to keep me going, moving, regardless of my mood, like a robot, in the hopes that activity could spark some enthusiasm towards something, anything. The mind is a powerful thing, and all the moods that habitat it. It's Friday.
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Post by Admin on Aug 6, 2022 2:18:42 GMT
I've got to work tomorrow, and I worked today.
My mental mood just took a very odd turn, I think I'm just going to go to bed.
I have stuff I could get into, but why?
Why get excited about getting into something when know have to go to bed soon anyways, so I'll just go to bed now.
Uneventul work day.
I've been distracted as of late, but getting into 'radio' again, pre-recorded shows, but still, it's been all consuming and much more exciting than just typing stuff on here.
More on that later, but for now, time for bed, but after tomorrow, I'm off for 4 days.
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Post by Admin on Sept 10, 2022 2:32:40 GMT
I have to work tomorrow, I'm sober (I guess that's good), and so nothing is fun to me right now, it's just deadening, and so will just go to bed now.
Was trying to watch some 'X-Men', maybe a few more scenes, then I'll just fade out.
My own imagination and dreams can be interesting at times and provide me with my own inner brain theater.
Later and goodnight.
Just a very dull meaningless Friday for me.
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Post by Admin on Dec 30, 2022 12:26:42 GMT
This ugly day just keeps trying to pull me into it.
I hit the I set the snooze button for 20 minutes and that 20 minutes went by in what felt like less than 4 minutes.
Evil is always trying to peck away at your sanity and well being.
I think now, the less people you have in your life the better, if, repeat, if, those people in your life aren't 'quality' individuals.
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Post by Admin on Jan 14, 2023 2:07:14 GMT
I was in Macon, GA today, for a short minute.
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Post by Admin on Jan 14, 2023 4:10:05 GMT
It's time for bed, on this Friday the 13th, yes sir ree  Nothing to strange occurred today, at least not to me. Although usually all may days are filled with bad luck and jinxes, or so it seems. Oh well, goodnight, at least here anyways.
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Post by Admin on Jan 20, 2023 13:30:27 GMT
Today already sucks to me My day will go something like this video. i don't even know why I bother waking up and getting out of bed. I'm just a target of bad luck and below average people. Oh well, the day is here, and so am I. By the end of the day I'll simply be a little weaker than I was this morning, and weaker than I was last week. Oh mercy. 
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Post by Admin on Apr 8, 2023 2:56:20 GMT
I really haven't had a fun Friday in a while, since I usually work on Friday, and then Saturday.
My Friday is usually more like Sundays, and Mondays are more like my Saturdays.
On the days that I work, I get home so worn out, that I just don't have much creative energy in me.
Working blue collar type of jobs as you age can really suck.
And actually, the job I have isn't that physically demanding at all, so maybe it's something else that makes me feel so drained when I get in, maybe it's just lack of love in my life, not being loved, and or having anyone to love.
I do know that love tends to energize people.
Coming home to someone, or a family, which is love, also energizes people, gives you something to live and to hope for other than yourself.
I must be cursed or something, cause I have neither.
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Post by Admin on Jun 10, 2023 1:48:47 GMT
To top off a bad ending work day, I left my phone in the work vehicle
Everything was going pretty well on the job, until the last stop, or leg, which turned into a mangled mess, starting with checker checking me in wrong.
I'll skip all the details, but to top it off, left my phone in the work vehicle....if I were off tomorrow, I'd probably go get it, but since have to work tomorrow, nah, I'll leave it right where it is.
The only thing that could go wrong is if another driver is assigned that vehicle...if that happens, I'll just deal with it.
The good side is that since I've been cutting way back on drinking, I'm not as grouchy as I would be if regularly drinking, like days of old.
When I don't drink, not only do I have more prolonged energy, but I'm also less grouchy.
I've been working out also, and taking vitamins.
I'm trying to teach self to not let 'moments' hi-jack or steer my mood south.
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Post by Admin on Sept 30, 2023 3:19:06 GMT
It's Friday  May as well be Monday, what do I care. I just got in from work, job worked me so late, all you do is come home tired and burned out. I've been saying for years, over a decade, that I gotta make changes to my life, but never really seem to do, not in a meaningful way anyways. It takes gobs of money to make radical changes. I've been cursed in this world, at least as an adult, to just not ever have forward thinking constructive friends around me, instead surrounded by utter fools. -------------------------------- Just got in, so I'm wore out. Sometimes I work out while at work, cause know I'll be to tired to when home...workout as in walking, or doing body/gravity type stuff, as in push ups, or stretching, or using anything as leverage against the body, or I should say resistance, as in poles, the curb, tires, anything, even trees....gotta get creative. Anyways, it's Friday, big whoopti doo.
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Post by Admin on Oct 28, 2023 3:29:38 GMT
It's late Friday night, I gotta get up and work tomorrow, as such, not getting into much tonight.
What a dull, hyper dull life I lead most of the time.
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