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Post by Admin on Nov 24, 2023 14:32:22 GMT
Cold wet Friday It's a cold wet Friday, the type of day you have no business leaving the home for, but then there's a thing called 'work', being a labor slave, where you risk it all for a measly hourly pay that never gets you ahead in life....while investors sit at home and watch the market. What suckers we labor types are... Anyways, gotta get dressed and go face the day.
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Post by Admin on Jun 8, 2024 1:56:08 GMT
It's Friday night, I'm in my new place...was forced to move after last place caught fire.
That was my home for over 12 years...I never imagined I'd be leaving in that manner, but it's mainly behind me.
It happened about a month ago.
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Today, I don't know, felt sad to me, meaning I felt sad, post drinking slump, I suppose.
I really need to stop drinking, I really do...I could be so much more happier if I just stopped drinking.
But ye, it's Friday, I'm 'home', and still feeling slung over.
I never go out anymore on Friday's or any other night...no wonder my life feels so empty at time.
But I'm taking a film course now, and well, it's going so so...just another pipe dream of mine.
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Anyways, nothing happening now...just a boring Friday night.
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Post by Admin on Jun 14, 2024 19:09:03 GMT
It's Friday, the day wasn't as bad as I expected...the first part anyways...where I went to a studio and 'learn'.
I over paid for this school...I really did....oh well.
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I don't like when people expect you to speed over the speed limit, regardless of what lane you're in.
I'm not getting a speeding ticket to prove anything to anyone.
I have a decent looking and riding car, but I don't speed, why should I?
Higher speeds put more stress on your vehicle, that if breaks, I have to pay for.
It's why so many cars are in the shop, cause most people drive fast like fools, treat their cars like race cars, and then wonder why tires blow, belts break, and so forth.
Me, I'm happy doing the speed limit or less....speed, for the sake of speed, just doesn't impress me anymore, not at my age.
But speeding, for whatever reason, makes many people feel 'cooool'....not me...speeding makes me feel like a fool, not cool.
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Post by Admin on Jul 19, 2024 13:10:50 GMT
Trump gave a good speech last night, no doubt.
Trump could almost rival Fidel Castro in length of speeches...lol.
And Trump just seems so comfortable on stage, talking, delivering...and he never seems bored or in a rush.
Not sure how he developed such interpersonal skills like that.
He makes other politicians seem so bland and stale and cardboard.
As a minority person, I really do think Trumps vision for a America is a ton better than that of his rivals.
Steve Harvey, the morning show, and the Breakfast club, the View TV show, all of those platforms keep their black audience stupid, dumb and ignorant.
Like their all under a spell or something...the attack Trump without even studying his policies that help them.
They're like the horse that keeps running back into the burning barn.
Anyways, gotta cut this short...other things to do.
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Post by Admin on Jul 26, 2024 13:56:25 GMT
Friday thoughts Yeah, I should be shining like the image above, but today I don't feel so shiny. I'm way behind, or feel I am, not just on current assignment, but on life in general, I feel like I'm decades behind on where I should be... How does one make up decades of wasted time? How?You really can't, unless maybe win the lottery. So yeah, it's Friday, but lately every day is the same day to me, I'm older now, but still have so much more improving to do. You can't improve unless you observe and correct past habits that held you back. I hope it's not to late.
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Post by Admin on Sept 21, 2024 2:27:44 GMT
It's Friday night, oh what shall I do?
Probablly just go to fridge, find something to eat, and then bring it back to room, find movie to watch, and eat what I found to eat.
I mean what else is live on earth about when live in a free nation?
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Post by Admin on Oct 4, 2024 18:03:11 GMT
It's Friday I need a sewage plant for all the time I waste, have wasted, over the years and still do. It's Friday, all I've done is workout, it came up first on my 'to do list', next I'll work on my 'pitch' routine, to pitch a movie to a producer, a supposed one, but knowing my luck dude could be a prop. I've learned, if fate isn't on your side, forget about it. Your efforts mean nothing if fate isn't already on your side...is why so many people are duds. Anyways, we are what we eat, and I must of ate some stuff late in the morning before bed, cause I woke up feeling 'heavy'...not sick, but heavy, that like mushy inner feeling...the precursor before getting sick, which you'd be if not for being in decent general health. ----------------------------------- My life sucks, it really does, or I'm like stuck in the middle somewhere, I get by enough to just not fail.That's the story of my life, getting by enough to not fail. But that becomes depressing as you age, just getting by bet never excelling at anything. Not ever being able to outrun uncertainty.Oh well, it's Friday.
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Post by Admin on Oct 18, 2024 20:17:38 GMT
It's Friday It's Friday, I just got back from a long cross nation trip/flight, which absolutely sucked. Not sure what's fun about flying anymore. It's dangerous, violent, cramped, intrusive, and lonely....no thanks. Anyways, looks like all my dreams for the past 10 months have been shattered...and now, well, I really have no place to go, at least not a comfortable spot...as in immediate direction in life. I really don't want to return to some dreadful, dull, mundane labor job, where your people skills, and looks, matter not at all. I'd like to work in the entertainment industry, fancy places with fancy people, anything but driving some dull truck again. May even try to start my own business, but that's such a gamble. My plan was to get a small used RV and just move...maybe I still will...I just don't know. At my age, can I go back to that off grid lifestyle? I mean sure, lot's of Seniors do it, and love it...but would I? I just don't know...I'm literally clueless about what's going to happen over the next few weeks. But for now, I do have a place, it's comfortable, and well, whatever happens next, who knows. ================================== Anyways, it's Friday, and it's October and Halloween is approaching, has always been my favorite month, but sadly I just don't get into the spirit of it like I used to when I had friends and all. And in the B hood areas, these culturally dead tweebs don't get into nothing other than foul rap music. There really isn't much culture within the urban B community, there's just anger, suspicion, and a lot of attitude. Oh well, can't let that ruin my space... Happy Halloween, here soon.
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Post by Admin on Nov 1, 2024 19:34:40 GMT
It's Friday I'm in a slump today and I've gotta snap myself out of it...I don't have whole days to waste anymore, not now. May have to whip up a 'to do list', anything just to get me doing something productive. I voted earlier, then worked out, did 5 laps around ball field, walked and jogged...then detailed my vehicle, stopped by KFC, came home, then like just started feeling odd, like my gums started itching, then went to bed, slept, then woke up feeling out of it, and now I'm typing about it here. It's Friday, rent is do, storage fee is do, cable is do soon, everything is due, and I haven't earned any money in over half a year...spend spend spend, with one last idea that could make me rich, or fiscally independent anyways. If it doesn't work, than maybe that just means I'm ready for the grave...cause I just can't see myself spending the rest of my life hating life by doing things I don't like or living around folks I despise...that's a form of hell. Above the grave hell, and how can that inspire me? Anyways, gonna break out the 'to do list', just to get my mind off of self. It's Friday.
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Post by Admin on Nov 23, 2024 2:14:19 GMT
It's Friday, and what a odd transitional mood I'm in.
I feel 1 million miles away from how I felt yesterday at this time.
Also, for the first time in over 10 months, looks like I'll be working again next week sometime...wow...that's a very humbling experience for me, in that I wanted things to be so that I'd never really have to work and grind again, or if I did would be a non labor type of job.
Oh well, still working on other stuff so that someday, while it still matters, maybe I won't have to work outside the home again.
For 10 whole months I was free, never felt happier as an adult, to be free from the worries of money, free from a job schedule, wow.
Working just to work is no good, I don't care how we've all been brainwashed to think.
You can do stuff on your own, hobbies, your own project, of course...I mean staying busy is good and great, but this idea that fulfillment only comes from being another persons labor slave, what a big fat slave era, colonial era LIE!
Freedom is what's good, not toiling away for another.
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