General thoughts about God and Religion

You get to a point in your life where you begin to realize that if you don't win the lottery, god isn't going to bless you with sh-t, and you'll simply die a poor, broke soul.

What happens when the devil wins?

White so called Christians, prior to like 2010, could be some of the most racist, condescending so called church going Christians ever.

White Christians, from the 1950's, despised people of color, blacks, ect, anyone who wasn't Anglo, yet attentended church regularly on Sunday or the Sabbath.

What spirit was telling them to feel that way?

I know evil exists, but don't know the source behind it.

But like seems (assuming evil is stocking you) that whenever you have plans, that's when thing occur to offset those plans in a negative way.
Maybe you're in good health, up and until you start planning a trip, then your health goes south, and that's just one example.

If being stalked by evil, seems evil is bent on keeping you miserable, and or always derailing plans of your that would make things better if carried out.

Evil is jealous, mean and cruel, regardless of its physical form or lack of.

Ye, if people of the 1930's were so very hostile against people of color, or more specifically African Americans, yet at same time claimed to be worshipping the God of the bible, and that God never changes or errors, than why aren't W Christains still as racist as their forefathers were, if God never errors?, and or if people claim the spirit of God is in them.

Religious people sometimes scare me, do to future rejection I know will come



I mean look at me, do I seem like a church person?
I mean I used to go to church a lot when younger, but not anymore.
And some man, older than me, who's apart of a church, kind of likes me, but the thing is is that they've never seen this more colorful side of myself.

I mean I'm not like this all the time, of course not, it's theater, but sometimes Christians don't understand this type of theater, and will judge you, and label you, and this and that.
And or tell you you must make a choice between their version of 'clean', and your theatrics.

I don't like that, cause I don't think you can ever cut off who you are on the inside, no more than telling actors on stage to stop performing characters they're not in real life.

It's man who rejects and slanders others, not god, and religion justifies that slander, for many, or even sometimes just cultural norms.

I'm not 'gay',(Actually, the older I get the less being gay or straight even has meaning to me at all) but I'd actually feel more comfortable attending a openly gay congregation, where people could give a flip about your theatrical side, where it wouldn't even matter.
I'd feel much more relaxed in a place like that than some uptight hetero type church where if you barely don't act the way a man/woman should, then people begin to whisper, I mean who needs that type of pressure?