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Post by Admin on Feb 20, 2022 1:44:57 GMT
Mistakes I make or made  Mistakes I make, or have made, or continue to make.
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Post by Admin on Feb 20, 2022 1:46:19 GMT
Biggest mistake I've ever made in my life, as far as I'm concerned, is moving to the current location I now reside at, and or staying here for as long as I have.
I'll get more into that later as it will probably be a re-occurring theme.
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Post by Admin on May 17, 2022 14:48:42 GMT
Mistakes I've made  Mistakes I've made in life? 1. Not staying in college. That one mistake has probably effected my life more than any other decision I've ever made, if only I had stayed in college, my world would be totally different right now, I'd be one of the insiders, instead of in the outer realm of society always looking in. I was young, thought I was in love at the time (I was), so figured I'd go work to earn money, while the one I was in love with stayed in school. Oh how wrong I was to do that, and if they had really loved me, they'd of talked me out of it. Needless to say we haven't been together in years. Oh well.
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Post by Admin on Oct 9, 2022 2:32:03 GMT
I'm here where I'm at because of me...I led myself here, down this lonely empty road, and only I can steer myself out of it.
Sometimes though, things happen around you, like a bridge can collapse, ect, no fault of your own.
I feel I was misled in life, that and I haven't been able to form a friend group since leaving high school, and maybe for a while while in Job corps...but outside of 'institutions, I haven't been able to for a frienship core...and that's probably why i flounder so much.
You need a solid circle of people, or even one, around you, you can't do stuff alone, you need contacts, positive people, happy people, and people who dream big, around you to have a quality social life.
Everything that's wrong about my life, only I can fix, from current community I live in, which I don't like, to job, ect...only I can change it, and if want to change it, I must be sober, cause alcohol gives you an excuse not to change, cause when drunk, you just don't care.
But I do care and want change, soon, for my own sake.
I've got to 'man up', goes the term, and set a new course for myself if life is to still have meaning for me down the road.
And that may mean me actually moving away from where I stay now, which is one of the scariest moves anyone can me, especially when single.
I really do need to move back to a rural area, where there are no, or very few _______ people, where things are safer and much slower.
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Post by Admin on Dec 11, 2022 7:08:39 GMT
stupid me, as trying to fall asleep, accidently swallowed energy drink I poured into plastic water bottle.
Gosh dern it...darn it.
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Post by Admin on Apr 18, 2023 4:11:51 GMT
When in high school, I should of hung out with the nerdy geeky types.
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Post by Admin on Apr 18, 2023 4:13:50 GMT
Living for 'god' instead of living for myself, if I had lived for myself, when younger, I'd have a lot more right now.
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Post by Admin on Oct 4, 2024 2:51:55 GMT
My biggest mistake is moving to area habitated by majority ____ people, even though many, by sight, would consider me ____, but no, culturally I have zero in common with today's younger urban ____ folks, they're like foreigners to me in all ways.
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