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Post by Admin on May 5, 2023 2:03:48 GMT
Yesterdays Grace Yesterdays Grace...
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Post by Admin on May 5, 2023 2:06:37 GMT
Yesterday was fun, today, not so much.
Yesterday was my 4th day being off, just finding my stride, then today I had to work, and my stride has kinda been lost.
I don't enjoy my job anymore, that's the problem.
I wish I had a job, that paid well, that didn't feel as if it totally contrasts my personal time off.
Instead, going to work for me, or at end of shift, feels like lead weights tied around my soul, mind and body.
It's just not a very inspiring job for me anymore, or the people in the trade.
The males have no personalities, nor do the females, and everyone looks so dull, grey and wore out, very non inspiring types.
Update 6-25-24
I no longer have the above job anymore...good riddens.
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Post by Admin on Jun 25, 2024 4:56:46 GMT
Strange day, yesterday was for sure.
Brushed shoulders with yet another important figure in the entertainment industry. Then came back home and just laid down and slept...I was never really into yesterday, probably cause drank hard the night before...only had one beer late last night, then just stopped. Saw reflection in the mirror and just stopped.
I asked myself 'Why are you drinking right now, do you wanna look like 'that'?...
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Also, still getting used to new smaller place.
Still don't have a mail box key, still haven't changed drivers license yet, and other stuff you should do when move....shame on me for neglecting my own interests right now.
Anyways, whatever.
America has become way to big of a admin state.
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Post by Admin on Jul 24, 2024 13:13:54 GMT
Got my butt kicked yesterday by, well, by life, at least in my opinion Got my butt kicked yesterday by life, my life circumstances. It's like we all have an arena, a personal arena we're in, like in boxing or wrestling, and within that personal arena, either we win or we get knocked to the ground softly or hard or any other type of way. And sometimes we get double teamed by 'life', or even threesome teamed by opposing forces that work together to make our day or life miserable. These opposing forces can be internal or external...they can be our own personal bad habits or the bad habits of others around us, or bill collectors, or the IRS or a ex spouse, or illness, or the cops, or an accident and so forth. And what's a big deal to one, may not be a bid deal to another, as the saying goes we all have our own unique burdens to bear. Anyways, it's a new day, I'm still here, still in the arena, and my inner and external opponents are already trying to throw me to the mat again...how long can I stay standing today? 
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Post by Admin on Sept 17, 2024 13:02:54 GMT
Yesterday was so emotionally draining to me that I woke up today feeling as if I had drank, like instead of a alcoholic hang over, it felt more like an emotional hang over.
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Post by Admin on Oct 20, 2024 4:35:26 GMT
Gave some corner youth inner city kids 20 dollars today,(football team) and the inner city kid didn't even really know how to say 'thank you'.
I call that bad parenting, or bad over all environment...but at least another with him realized how special my donation was.
Everyone is different...can't let one bad seed detour me from wanting to be kind.
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