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Post by Admin on Aug 24, 2020 21:34:13 GMT
Misc spiritual comments and ideas
Misc spiritual comments and ideas
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Post by Admin on Aug 24, 2020 21:44:24 GMT
Can people have 'bad, or 'naughty' guardian angels?  Can people have bad or naughty guardian angels? It's always assumed by the so called 'experts' on spiritual matters that people are only assigned good guardian angels, ye sure. What about people who get innocently lynched back in the day, or homes broken into, robbed, beat up and worse, what, was their guardian angel on vacation? Or people who blow a tire, roll off cliff and die in fiery blaze, let me guess, 'That was god calling them home'.....please. Why would god have to be so spectacular in calling anyone 'home', I mean what a welcome that would be, you show up fried and smoldering. The more I hear man talk about god, the more I realize man does not know god, man only knows himself. And how can someone who spent their life hating others, then be so sure that they have a loving guardian angel looking out for them, and ye, this applies to uppity 'w' females as well, who all throughout life are made to feel so gdm 'precious', while everyone else made to feel we come from the sewer. These same 'w' women in society, in the past (and even today), but in the past would lie about a male of color doing this or that to them, then mob would show up and hang the dude, just to find out 'precious' 'W' bratty lady lied, cause she came home late and needed a 'negro' to blame it on. And 'they' still do that today, only now into of exciting the mob, they call 911 and make life a living hell for 'B' citizens to even go jogging without cops stopping them for doing something suspicious. Any angel that coddles a liar isn't an angel in my book, it's an entity, but not an angel. So, what is your angel, good or bad?, or just full of mischief?...
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Post by Admin on Oct 13, 2020 15:30:55 GMT
What if Christianity turned out to be the biggest hoax ever perpitrated on mankind? (you can throw Islam and other religions in there to, to be fair.
Just what if, like the 'C' virus, Christianity and other religions turned out to be the biggest hoaxes ever perputrated on humanity?
What if, says the tweetie bird.
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Post by Admin on Oct 19, 2020 23:58:49 GMT
No one will believe this
No one will believe this, but I think I just went through a 'time warp' or something.
I got up, it was day light, the sun was illuminating the Earth, went out on deck, threw something in the water, came back inside.
About 20 minutes later, looked back outside and it was dark again, as in early morning dark, pre dusk dark...I was like 'what?'...
I went back outside, check the sky, and sure enough it's back to pre sunrise dark, but 20 minutes earlier the sun was shinning, I could see the ground, the environment, it was morning.
Sure it's cloudy, but it was morning and sun was up and out.
I did not visually see the sun though do to light layer of clouds, but you can still tell when suns up and out cause every things lit up.
Now it's dark again, like midnight type dark.
What happened there?
Did I scoot forward in time for a minute there?
I'll never know, I'll never get a answer, so why bother asking, or sharing...
I guess for reference, in case another goes through same thing, and they read this, they'll know they're not crazy.
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Post by Admin on Oct 20, 2020 0:45:46 GMT
Explaination for above post OK, here's what happened, I was totally thrown off in my sense of time. It was going from daylight to dark, not dark to daylight, no wonder why I thought time was moving backwards or that I was in a time warp. What happened is this, I lost track of time, I went to bed Monday morning at around 6 a.m. and ended up sleeping like all day, life for 10+ hours in a row (I've never done that before)...and so when I woke up I thought it was Monday morning, when instead it was Monday evening. I slept through the whole entire day, but was only intending to sleep till around noon, wow, wow. It's like Monday just vanished, I've never lost a whole day like that before, and I wasn't even that tired, or at least didn't think I was, usually I wake up during the day, if for no other reason to go to the bathroom, not this time. I finally forced myself to look at the clock cause I kept waiting for day light to appear. This is very odd, Mondays gone, I slept all throughout the day, did not wake up even once. I guess this is what happens when you work crazy shifts...well that will end later this week as I go back to a shift more aggreable with my bodies clock.
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Post by Admin on Jan 13, 2021 14:56:19 GMT
Things that are so much larger than man  Things that are so much bigger than man both comfort and smoother and intellectually jab at me in the bed as I lay. Stuff like 'there was never a god, there was only us'... as they romantically smother and cover my whole being.
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Post by Admin on Jan 19, 2021 9:16:55 GMT
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Post by Admin on Feb 24, 2021 2:43:16 GMT
Compared to the slime of man, Ouiji boards are not scary at all  Seems to me, man, humans, are the original dark spirits.
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Post by Admin on Mar 16, 2021 8:01:40 GMT
When younger, seemed to have more supernatural type experiences
But now can't remember last time I've had supernatural experience, but when younger, while in Job Corps, (twice), once in Oakland, CA on the bus (this one everyone saw, lady possessed, even freaked bus driver out)
But after those experiences, nothing, where others seem to continually have supernatural experiences...relatives die, nothing, pets die, nothing, nada.
And maybe that's good, but I wonder what changed from then to now?
I was more religious back then, I went to church back then, still prayed back then...hmm
Now wait a minute, how come when I was more religious is when had more demonic type supernatural experiences???, that's interesting.
And then once I stopped being so religious, stopped going to church, it's like the supernatural world has all but vanished...again, very interesting.
This is why I write so much, cause when write, often discover interesting connections.
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Post by Admin on Mar 16, 2021 8:09:22 GMT
When younger, seemed to have more supernatural type experiences But now can't remember last time I've had supernatural experience, but when younger, while in Job Corps, (twice), once in Oakland, CA on the bus (this one everyone saw, lady possessed, even freaked bus driver out) But after those experiences, nothing, where others seem to continually have supernatural experiences...relatives die, nothing, pets die, nothing, nada. And maybe that's good, but I wonder what changed from then to now? I was more religious back then, I went to church back then, still prayed back then...hmm Now wait a minute, how come when I was more religious is when had more demonic type supernatural experiences???, that's interesting. And then once I stopped being so religious, stopped going to church, it's like the supernatural world has all but vanished...again, very interesting. This is why I write so much, cause when write, often discover interesting connections. I notice that with other people to, in that the more religious they claim or seem to be, the more they seem to wrestle with 'dark spirits'. One lady, early on during covid, told me she saw some demon hoovering above some person in Hospital room and how she prayed blah blah blah this and that, and that 'Jesus' could help her over come anything...on of those older type 'B' gospel type women. To me, it was just 'drama', drama queen religious stuff. But seems the more religious one is, the more they wrestle with demonic spirits and have visions, sighting of horned devils...me, none of that. It's almost like if you don't step into the boxing ring, you won't get punched. |
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Post by Admin on Mar 16, 2021 8:15:48 GMT
Is why I'm so weary of praying anymore, cause seems when 'you' pray, as with witchcraft or Ouija board, you really have no idea what 'spirit' you could be summoning to respond.
I mean prayer is not like a direct phone line to one specific entity, sure one can say they're praying to 'J'...but they really don't know.
'J' can't be everywhere at once (some would argue otherwise)
Prayer just kind of freaks me out now, like playing with a Ouija board does.
But the bible, the men who wrote it anyways, do say prayer is good.
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Post by Admin on Mar 20, 2021 7:23:31 GMT
Witchcraft
Been looking into this stuff as of late, cause 'upset' at Man, Religion and god.
But just like with 'religion', I can't stand generic, 1-800-talk to a witch type of crap.
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Post by Admin on Oct 3, 2021 8:28:37 GMT
I realize now, today, for some reason, that I can never win  I realize now, today, for some reason, that I can never win. Evil is to big and inside of everyone, which gives everyone their own sense of morality and right and wrong. In a way, you could almost say that morality itself is the greatest source of evil. I mean would evil exist if there were no definition of it?, or morality is a better word. I mean what is morality in that it seems to change from era to era, region to region, culture to culture, and even generational morality. Morality seems to be what is evil to me, in a odd way, cause morality is what spawns and justifies social persicution, accusations, arguments, wars and more. Now the bible, the Koran, ect, are suppose to be the calibration of morality, end disputes, but only seems to spawn them, even among like believers. Denominations are spawned, different docterines are spawned, sect and so forth, always division, and always based on someone thinking they have a better edge on morality or reading 'god' than others do. For centuries even racism was spawned on by morality, and still is, it's just not coded into law, at least not in America, but it is in other nations around the globe. Racism has never ended and never will, I mean whites aren't the only ones who believe in this 'divine providence' idea that their victories are spurned on by 'god', I'm sure the Taliban in Afghan believe that right about now as well. Shrink all that down to personal social or family relationships and it's the same way. I, you, can never win do to morality, do to everyone praying to different gods that give them the answers and biases they want, and that god is basically self.
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Post by Admin on Jun 27, 2022 20:11:12 GMT
I think the devil tried to ruin my day  I think the devil tried to ruin my day, but I'm not going to let that stop me. Had some what I thought was good news, then like that, no response anymore, as if a joke or something, a fluke, or sabatoged, who knows...life goes on, that I do know. I just regret sharing with another what I thought was good or decent news, just to be let down later. Oh well. The longer I live, the more I realize it's not 'me', I'm not the bad one, I'm not the one who does anything wrong, not the one who's shady, it's odd forces around me that are, yet won't ever reveal themselves, that's how you know it's true evil. Cause probably if revealed themselves or self, would probably be instantly destroyed, so it's better to camouflage self, is what slithery entity says to itself. Either way, it's still today, and I'm still here, around, able to think, plan, smile, cry, frown, and contimplate life and it's meaning. Now back to being me, a fun loving innocent playful soul that will never allow this world to wipe the smile from my face or soul.
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Post by Admin on Sept 19, 2022 7:17:28 GMT
Sometimes I think drinking alcohol, liqor, ect, can bring out either dark or light spirits inside of you.
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