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Post by Admin on Dec 1, 2020 7:36:10 GMT
It's bedtime!  It's bedtime, and boy do I need it, today, which is really yesterday since I haven't slept yet, but yesterday, which is really today, ect, wasn't the best day, that's for sure. And tomorrow, which is today, probably won't be much better. And with that it's time to go to bed and try to forget about today and tomorrow both at the same time and just exist in the 'now'. Later.
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Post by Admin on May 23, 2021 6:45:42 GMT
Sometimes just gotta force self to lay down, relax and eventually drift off.
Sleep is odd, or bedtime I should say, in that most don't really like 'shutting down', yet once do, fall asleep, then don't want to get out of bed when time to.
It's been a long meaningless day for me, but still, it's time for bed now, later.
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Post by Admin on Jul 9, 2021 5:11:32 GMT
It's time for bed, people of color want to feel safe and secure at night also, despite how other's try to define us.  Life is theater, no more, no less, life is simply theater. |
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Post by Admin on Dec 11, 2021 4:02:35 GMT
Yes it's bedtime, can't say how thrilled I am about it though.
Not fun when get home from work, then just like that have to get ready for bed before really unwinding.
If not for this being kind of a part-time schedule, for sure could not do this for more than a few weeks, if that.
Gone are the days of me believing that just working just to work is a gooooooood thing, screw that, need time for self.
The richest people on Earth don't punch a time clock, they invent stuff, invest, schwinlde others out of their money, cheat, lie, and ect.
Only honest dopes like myself were dumb enough to think just working hard would pay off some day, ye right.
Where's the pay off?
Oh well, until something else gives, I'm stuck being a wage slave.
Time for bed.
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Post by Admin on Apr 10, 2022 3:03:20 GMT
It's been bedtime, but speaking of bed, new 'comforter' arrived that I ordered from Amazon, and boy how soft it is, and thick, I love the feel of it.  I think this is the one I ordered. The comforter that is, not the bed. I haven't slept in a regular bed in over a decade. I don't really like beds. But was in a bed store not to long ago and did see some cool large beds, I wouldn't mind having one again, but would never sleep under the sheets, I don't do sheets anymore, rather I lay on top of the mattress with piles of just stuff, and rarely do I sleep flat, legs always elevated to one degree or another. |
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Post by Admin on Apr 10, 2022 3:12:38 GMT
I was going to get a new bed for a possible roommate, but heck, maybe I'll get one for myself instead, a nice large bed, and sleep like royalty, even though I'm not royalty. But I am alive, and heck, if I don't treat self to luxury, obviously no one else will.  Something large and grand. But again, not into sheets and all, cause to me sheets and all just provide an environment for bugs and bacteria. If got new large bed, I wouldn't want a bunch of linen on it. |
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Post by Admin on Dec 31, 2023 5:10:02 GMT
Ye, it's about bedtime, I mean I get home so late from this job, there's nothing left to do but to go to bed.
These jobs are selfish, and want all your time and energy.
I can't continue doing this much longer...things may change drastically within 6 months.
I may move to a place less desirable, but at least won't have to pay rent, but I'm sure it'll come with new challenges.
It's sad that things can't just stay the same, when good, life just doesn't stop for any of us.
Ask old or older people that, look at all the seniors in senior homes, life didn't stop for them, and it's not going to stop for me, kind of sad, oh well.
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