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Post by Admin on Dec 29, 2023 4:14:25 GMT
When I get home from work, late at night, I feel so utterly dead on the inside, like stripped of any kind of emotion other than dread.
Maybe cause I'm single, and have no one, no love, no 'body', or even a pet, to come home to. Aging while single, I tell ya, I guess that's OK when wealthy and live in a mansion, but when still working a normal hourly job, it can be very bland at times.
I always, drink, party hardest (with self) the day before I return to work, and the contrast from the night before, and the day ahead, could be more opposite.
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A lot of changes could be coming within 5 months or less, not really looking forward to it, but I may be driven out of this place by economic nessisity. I just can't keep wasting money on rent, if I don't have to. I love it here there, kind of, but may have to move on to the unknown. As you get older, what really does one have to look forward to?
When younger, I looked forward to 'Heaven'...hmm, now, I don't know.
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Post by Admin on Jan 21, 2024 2:25:12 GMT
My hourly wage job dares to call me when I'm off work...are you kidding me? Why would I degrade my body and brain by working when scheduled not to...f that.
Hourly wage earning, today, is the least effecient way to earn money, I'd rather spend time writing a book, or trying to sell one of my inherited properties, or just selling junk in apartment, than waste 18 hours basically working for free.
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Post by Admin on Feb 23, 2024 14:20:57 GMT
This current job of mine has got to go, I'm so ready for new challenges.
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Post by Admin on Mar 9, 2024 18:40:42 GMT
I'm no longer employed, by choice. Some life changing things are occurring, and I just don't have time for some job to interfere with my schedule right now. If things go right, I'll have many months of income on which to relax, for a while, rather than barely staying afloat with the way things are going now.
What a joke income is, if not getting you ahead at all, you're just wasting your life, health, energy and time, especially as you get older.
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Post by Admin on Mar 10, 2024 2:48:27 GMT
If I play my cards right, I may not have to work again for at least a few months, while getting other stuff done...we shall see. None of it's easy though, but trying to re-engineer my life going forward to make it easier on self down the road, which starts with selling some property that's in disrepair...well, could repair and fix up, but I don't have the funds for that, and I'm not the one who tore the inside of place up. Shared property type of situation...but I'm ready to cash out.
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