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Post by Admin on Jul 7, 2021 15:25:33 GMT
The Dead Zone  The dead zone
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Post by Admin on Jul 7, 2021 15:27:06 GMT
I feel like I'm in a 'dead zone' right now.
I'm not motivated to do anything, and when am, seems I get discouraged before I ever begin.
I play out the scenerio in my mind and see myself failing in advance.
So in essence I just wake up and do nothing.
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Post by Admin on Oct 3, 2021 16:35:41 GMT
The dead zone, hmm
I'm not feeling to inspired to do much of anything right now, I don't want to go out anywhere, and seems I've done just about all one can do online, other than figure out how to earn passive income, of course that's the one thing that always alludes me, others earn if not millions, at least decent money online, I can't seem to earn a nickel.
Not sure what it takes to get myself motivated about life again, maybe life's the wrong word, motivated to get excited about success.
But you have to have people in your life for that type of stuff to matter.
And that's the problem, there's no one in life right now that I feel motivated to fight for, succeed for or anything else for.
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Post by Admin on Jan 22, 2022 4:58:27 GMT
I just feel like playing a mindless, meaningless, video game.  |
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Post by Admin on Jun 11, 2022 15:38:14 GMT
Today, for some reason, I feel like my soul is gone, there's like nothing there, I feel void on the inside, nothing there, no inspiration, nothing.
It's weird.
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Post by Admin on Jun 12, 2022 11:54:02 GMT
Sadly, I'm starting off today feeling nearly as flat as I did yesterday.
I have no aim right now, no thrust, nothing to project me forward, nothing to anticipate, no one to fight for, and so I just feel flat.
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Post by Admin on Mar 20, 2023 8:59:29 GMT
I think my future just totally sucks.
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Post by Admin on May 19, 2023 2:37:07 GMT
Today is/was probably one of the most useless days of my existence ever.
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Post by Admin on Jun 3, 2023 12:30:00 GMT
I most certainly feel like I'm in a or the 'dead zone' right now.
In minutes, I have to leave for work, that's good and bad.
Sometimes it does take going to work, a mindless job, to break one out from any slump they're in.
Bad, in the sense, it's always better, safer, to be at home, than to be out and about out there in the jungle world.
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Post by Admin on Aug 26, 2023 2:20:54 GMT
When I get home from work, my very long shift, I just always seem to have the most hollowed out, deadening feeling within me, probably cause I pretty much work alone, and then come home to an empty place, and so have no one to boost me back up.
I need to change careers or jobs, but this job, be it a very lonely one, gives me plenty of time off and pays the bills.
I could go work another job that may be more fun, put me around more people, but then I'd be working a lot more, and earning less,. and at my age, nah.
Not sure what the future holds for me anymore, I really don't.
I'm so particular about the type of environment I live in.
When home, I love peace, quiet and predictability, and if I move, no telling what horrors I'd have to face.
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Post by Admin on Aug 26, 2023 2:22:44 GMT
I just don't think I can handle the future anymore.
In the past, I thought I could, but as each day passes, I have less confidence that I can handle the future anymore.
It just seems like a ugly place awaiting me.
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