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Post by Admin on Sept 13, 2022 14:58:55 GMT
Managing time and Energy  It's one thing to have 'time', but if don't have energy to utilize that time, than what's the point? Cause without energy, mind energy, you just won't get anything done. Not only do you need energy, but you need Voltage to give that energy meaning and purpose, as in enthusiasm = drive. Beer will sap you of that energy, for sure, and bad health. We're always looking for excuses of why not to do something, and alcohol will give you that excuse. It's Tuesday, and Most of Monday was wasted cause I had maintanance men inside of place changing out all the sockets, as I recovered from a bad night of drinking....when I should of been sleeping, I had to just sit there in my room. I felt like laying down and going to bed, but not with maintanance men walking around the place, so ye, it's Tuesday and still have a ton of stuff to get done, but will I have the energy to do it? I already feel like taking a short nap, so I probably should. i don't seem to get going till around 4 pm, is when I really wake up. Oh well, haven't been posting here, or anywhere as much lately, as have been pre-occupied with producing radio shows, which cosumes a whole lot of energy of it's own. But writing is still therapy, it really is, cause just allows release of tension.
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Post by Admin on Sept 13, 2022 15:12:21 GMT
Also, you have to divide your energy between doing what you love, and doing what you must.
Love creating radio shows....must pay bills.
Love creating portrait art...must clean the bathroom
Love writing new book...must go grocery shopping, and so forth.
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Post by Admin on Nov 2, 2022 0:53:58 GMT
I'm so sick of commercialism, which has taken on a new form.
I'm sick of social media, the social media lie, that now lures 100's of thousands of users, but doesn't allow most people's posts to get out, instead they lure people to join, diminish your ability to 'get out', while harvesting your personal info.
Now, the social media devils, only allow like those they deem 'difference makers' to get out, in other words social media has simply become Hollywood, there's no difference now.
If you're a nobody (in their minds), than your posts won't reach anyone.
And oddly enough social media was originally set up to counter the snobbiness of Hollywood and high society, but giving common people a voice.
Well all that's changed now, big money changes everything.
But what bugs me is they still make you feel as if your voice matters...no it doesn't, your account matters, but not your voice.
Them scanning your info matters, but you as a person, do not.
Social media is ran by a bunch of demonic slime balls, in my opinion.
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Post by Admin on Nov 2, 2022 0:59:39 GMT
i need to just escape into a good movie right now, take my mind off of my own life circumstances for a while
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Post by Admin on Nov 15, 2022 16:21:18 GMT
 Well, it's Tuesday again, I suppose I should get up and do something, been bed sitting most of the morning so far. Well, I did create some art, but aside from that nothing productive. I've been trying to be productive for the last decade, and nothing seems to work. Oh well, I'll create a 'to do list' and take it from there. |
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Post by Admin on Nov 16, 2022 4:23:07 GMT
geeky rap song
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Post by Admin on Nov 22, 2022 11:16:43 GMT
I think it's Tuesday, and I think and hope I'm off today I think it's Tuesday and I think and hope I'm off today, I hope they didn't change the schedule, cause work phones battery is dead and I can't look at phone to confirm...if not, or if I do have to work today, oh well, I'll get fired....is that so bad?? The older you get, the less you care. The older you get, the more you begin to realize life ends in darkness, regardless of what you do inbetween.
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Post by Admin on Nov 29, 2022 23:03:12 GMT
3 piece meal at KFC is like 11.00 and change now  KFC is good, and they have a right to earn money, to pay their employees and investors with, but consumers also have a right to make decisions, and it's cheaper for me to cook at home than to eat out anymore. It's just today, to lazy to go grocery shopping, oh well.
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Post by Admin on Nov 29, 2022 23:06:42 GMT
I'm eating like I'm starving, I'm not one of those who got invited anywhere for Thanksgiving, and so seem to be eating now to make up for it.
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Post by Admin on Nov 29, 2022 23:16:56 GMT
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Post by Admin on Mar 8, 2023 4:43:20 GMT
Tuesday  Just another Tuesday, calm and boring. Sometimes it just seems life doesn't begin until your wealthy. I mean sure, when younger, life is all about relationships, but as you age it becomes more and more about money and security, for without that there is no long term sense of security. Anyways, not much going on today in my life, went grocery shopping and spent over 100 dollars even when thought i was being conservative. Food costs money. But i didn't drink any beer today, which has forced me to face reality, which can feel icky at times. Reality isn't always so friendly. Oh well...it's Tuesday.
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Post by Admin on Apr 11, 2023 15:48:05 GMT
I think this is how the world sees or views me  I must face the fact that I will never be beloved by the people of this world. So I guess I'm just clowning my way through life, trying to stay sane along the way.
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Post by Admin on Apr 12, 2023 2:58:42 GMT
On this Tuesday, the 11th of April, not much to report. Eating some Tapat'io cup of noodles I bought from a dollar store. About to dial up a horror movie on Amazon, and that's about it. Lost keys last week, and boy did that hurt me emotionally. Cursed out 'god' and all. The most amazing thing is that I'm still alive and able to still even write down thoughts and record it. Time for bed, and maybe even this movie again.  www.spreaker.com/episode/46710811 Vavarium, or however spelled, probably one of the most creepiest movies ever, if have a brain. |
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Post by Admin on Apr 18, 2023 17:49:41 GMT
It's Tuesday  dizzysissytheater.blogspot.com/2023/04/dillan-mulvaney-so-what.htmlIt's Tuesday, and I'm a mess. I keep procrastinating, and when you keep putting stuff off, anxiety builds up inside. Anyways, until I dissolve this certain business I have, I won't be able to relax, but doing so costs money. You get charged money whether you keep a business that you're not using, or dissolve it, either way the Gov gets their money. It's Tuesday and I'm flat.
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Post by Admin on Apr 25, 2023 20:25:51 GMT
I look good today, feel good, and have no where to go, and or no one to see how good I look.
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