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Post by Admin on Aug 2, 2023 21:34:09 GMT
Yep, it's Wednesday  It's Wednesday and I've gone a bit over 7 days without a drink.How do I feel? I feel pretty good actually, a tone of energy, but still not 100% of health is back. Last week I was down, my health took a dive, probably some kind of infection, related to drinking multiple days in a row earlier, in that drinking weakens your immune system, and at my age, all it takes is one chink in the armor and well. Some of my joints, or the nerves in or around them were inflamed, to the point could barely left my left leg up, if laying down. So I took action and simply became 'Dr Self', and did what I had to do to get myself right again. I can't afford to get sick or fall ill, cause I have no one to take care of me if things go south. And I need to go ahead and finish registering with the VA hospital, something I should of done a decade ago, but I never go to the doctor so just kept putting it off, but one day, I'm sure I'll need medical care, so I better sign up now, while I can. It's just the paperwork stuff that so annoys me. Also, paid rent today, yuk, and some other stuff that needed fiscal attention. Took care of some LLC stuff. The people at legal zoom are like salespeople, so be careful what they offer you or try to scare you with by saying you need, cause they get paid on Commision, I suspect. ------------------------------ For a while there was tempted to buy some beer, cause feeling so good, but talked self out of it. Addiction is like that, the minute you feel better you convince yourself 'Oh, I can handle a few beers'...then feel like crap the next day, mentally for giving in and physically do to the effects of alcohol on body. Anyways, since have so much energy, I'm aggressively attacking the 'to do list', and have more stuff to do and scratch off. Sadly for me, I work tomorrow, but have been off for like 5 days...yes! I could use another 5 days off to be honest...later and out.
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Post by Admin on Sept 20, 2023 16:31:29 GMT
It's Wednesday It's Wednesday, not as thrilled as I should be. It's like I'm on a conveyor belt, just waiting to go over the edge, we all are, it's just it's not healthy to think about it. We'll all being pushed closer to a edge, a cliff, death is the final fall, but there's a lot of other things that get to use before that cliff. Love and support from others usually shelters us from that reality, but if don't have love and comfort and support in your life, oh well, just gotta deal with it. ----------------------------- That aside, I did workout this morning in the park, I'm getting in better shape again to counter the mental hardship, or fiscal hardship that maybe be coming soon...my main thing is to stay healthy, heck, I can live on the streets, again, if I have to, as long as health and fit...and can always make a rebound. Sometimes you're actually able to save more money when homeless or living in vehicle while working, as long as don't get caught up in drugs, cause once the drug bug hits you, it's all but over, you're doomed. ------------------------- Anyways, it's Wednesday, I'm still here, one of my cousins isn't, and well, let's see what the rest of the day has in store. Speaking of store, I feel like going to the grocery store and buying some meat.
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Post by Admin on Sept 21, 2023 3:38:13 GMT
Nature and turtles
Nature, why do turtles and owls always seem so old and wise?
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Post by Admin on Oct 5, 2023 0:33:25 GMT
What a terrible day  What a terrible day, the dizzy sissy simply provides some theatrical and comic relief, as and when needed, nothing more, nothing less. Just like I'm about to watch some movies = entertainment, well, that's what the DS is, entertainment. -------------------------------- Anyways, again, today was awful for me, as far as mood goes, for reasons I'll cover later on a different page. --------------------------------- Eating frozen lazania right now, not bad actually, after heating it up in microwave.
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Post by Admin on Nov 1, 2023 16:30:57 GMT
Wacky Dacky Wednesday It's wacky dacky Wednesday, and I feel both wacky and dacky today. When will I ever learn? I _____ to much yesterday. I don't have much to say or express right now, I'm still out of it. In fact, after this, about to lay back down again and just 'be'. Happy Wednesday, can't believe Halloween has already come and gone.
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Post by Admin on Nov 1, 2023 23:39:11 GMT
Yes, I know Halloween is over  Ahh, about to go prepare some lunch for tomorrow, which is basically fruit slices. When at home, and eat home cooked stuff, health always so good, even if I drink, health is just good, but seems the minute I go out into the world, as in my job, and buy deli stuff, or anything not prepared by me, than that's when I start getting the sniffles, or ect. Nothing beats home cooked meals, lunches; but that being said, it's easy to get lured into the flavor of chips, sweets, fried deli, ect. Anyways, I need a hug right now, cause the next 11 days will be, well, just challenging, first work then travel...lord have mercy.
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Post by Admin on Nov 15, 2023 21:03:24 GMT
It's Wednesday, I'm here, what else can I say...  I'm here, haven't worked in a while, took a trip out west, now I'm back and, well...I'm here. Ugg. Is life ever going to get better?
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Post by Admin on Jan 17, 2024 16:39:33 GMT
It's Wednesday It's Wednesday, I suppose I should get up and get on with the day. It's a bit chilly in here, my soul and future outlook is also a bit chilly. I need to go shopping for food, but lately the stuff I buy rots before I can eat it. Anyways, it's Wednesday, so far nothing exciting to share, just another dull meaningless day of my life, I suppose.
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Post by Admin on Jul 24, 2024 19:45:33 GMT
Wednesday moments Just got back from... 1. Washing vehicle cost = $3.00 2. KFC = $14.00 3. DD discount store = $20-$30.00 Not counting fuel. I could of stayed home and spent nothing, but while alive and have energy, just staying cooped up in house all day can drive you nuts, and it should. But here, once I do go out, in this area at least, not much to keep me out, so I end up coming back home pretty quick. ------------------------------- What are my plans for the rest of the day? To stay alive, I guess, and study film stuff, clean, write, just stuff someone with no life would do. It's Wednesday.
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Post by Admin on Jul 24, 2024 20:01:21 GMT
I've peaked for the day, it's time to take a quick nap or 'lay down' moment.
Sometimes just laying down, even if don't doze off, can really refresh your energy, mind and body.
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Post by Admin on Sept 12, 2024 0:58:55 GMT
It's been raining all day It's been raining all day. There's a hurricane hitting Louisiana right now, but it's several states over. Me, I've wasted the whole day doing absolutely nothing, I mean nothing, what a shame. That's the effects of drinking though, it totally numbs your mind...and the next day you're worthless to yourself. I did workout though...I've come to far to slip back into my old habit of drinking often. Anyways, I got serious stuff to focus on that could effect the rest of my life...but I'm not taking it seriously. I've got issues with motivation and staying focused at times. I think I'll hit the 'to do list', to get me going in some direction, any direction, I just need to get something done today, for real.
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Post by Admin on Oct 3, 2024 15:26:42 GMT
I think today is Wednesday I think today's Wednesday. Slept in late as usual, and well, my future, that's another story, mess. Lot's going on in the world right now, floods, wars, union port strikes...but none of it affects me right now. Just microwaved and ate some left over lamb meat. My fridge is crammed with food...I don't eat like I used to. I remember about 3 years ago would spend at least 100 dollars on food, not anymore...but then again I'm not working. Working makes you hungry. Actually, since not working, I'm actually getting in better shape and health... When I work, the job wears me out mentally to much to want to workout...is why I dread going back to a normal driving type of job...or any mind numbing labor type of job. My future is very uncertain right now and when it changes, will change suddenly...one minute I'll be living in relative comfort, the next minute, gone, outta here, maybe in some old used RV...talk about a life change. Oh well, it's do that or continue to be a slave to rent and dump 1000+ dollars a month on living expenses. Being poor really does suck...yes indeed it does. It's Wednesday, I think.
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Post by Admin on Oct 9, 2024 23:28:34 GMT
Hurricane Milton 2024
I'm in northern Florida, and as of now, just light rain, and about zero wind.
What else can I say?
It's like 7:30 pm, all is calm where I'm at.
For me it's a none event, as of now.
I'm closer to the GA line than I am to Tampa, for sure.
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Post by Admin on Nov 13, 2024 13:13:58 GMT
Air mattress is pretty much totally shot, deflated, won't hold high pressure anymore.
Everything goes wrong at the same time...tires on vehicle need balancing, I hope that's all it needs to stop the vibration, air mattress shot, oven not working, kitchen light switch broke, finances are getting low.
Gee wiz man...what else can I say.
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