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Post by Admin on Mar 24, 2022 19:56:23 GMT
Thursday moments  Thursday moments
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Post by Admin on Mar 24, 2022 19:58:01 GMT
It's Thursday, I'm off from work, and well, it's time to go do some shopping, a bit of food shopping, something I don't do much of anymore, but dang, fridge getting pretty down to bare.
It's wet out, raining on and off, and tired of being on the computer, I need to go ahead and get out there for a bit.
I wish there was a grocery store where only single people who wanted to meet others were allowed to enter.
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Post by Admin on Apr 28, 2022 11:38:13 GMT
 Just getting up, and prepared for work, can be just as calory burning as work itself. I've been off for a few days, so can't really complain. Well, I can, and do. Working for a wage is not normal, not to me. It's not my ideal form of life, my ideal form of being alive is not currently implemented by any Government, and is probably more inclined with how native Americans use to live or how Europeans lived prior to the industrial age. Oh well, me sitting here thinking about it want change a thing. It's Thursday, what else can I say, but to me it's more like Monday, as far as work schedule goes. |
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Post by Admin on Jun 17, 2022 2:41:31 GMT
Thursday moments  Less than 2 hours left on this Thursday. I worked today, home now and spent, very long day, to much to pack it all in in one post. But day ended with me being repulsed by a co-worker for looking like a fat, overweight slob...a B female at that, I just got pissed off for some reason. I'm tired of working around bottom feeders, social bottom feeders. I do everything I can, even at my age, to look top notch, no matter what. And just sick of those around me who do not, sorry but looks and how you present yourself does matter! This heavy, wide, Jabba the Hut looking B female looked more manly than I do. It's not that guys are gay, it's that maybe guys just aren't attracted to females who look more husky and manly than we do, maybe some are, but I'm for sure am not. But ye, it just pissed me off, I guess it was a cumilation of stuff that just built up in me. It just seems I work jobs that always attract social bottom feeding slobs, regardless of gender, the males also. Guys who don't groom and woman who are fat and manly looking. And it seems those who do look petite and good, never last long in my industry. And I hate dealing with urban B folks the most at like warehouses and all, most are just so utterly bland and without any type of personality, emotionally void. Or maybe it's just a generational thing, or regional thing, I don't know. Blacks in the South East just seem ultra bland to me, as if years of servitude just stripped away individuality. And seems the only time the males, the young males come to life is when have a gun in their hand and listening to rap music. But when not carrying gun, many younger B males are bland as hell, lack any type of personality and or conversational skills. I don't know, I'm just in the wrong spot I guess, wrong region. I just need to win a bunch of money and move, cause now days moving is expensive and very stressful. Anyways that's my Thursday rant. And mind you I'm a person of color, but not all people of color are the same.
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Post by Admin on Oct 14, 2022 2:35:30 GMT
Today, was OK, at first, but then quickly started to suck when I started drinking.
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Post by Admin on Oct 14, 2022 2:36:06 GMT
Now I think I will just eat myself to sleep, and prepare for a hellish tomorrow.
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Post by Admin on Dec 15, 2022 13:08:22 GMT
It's Thursday morning  It occurred to me last night, as I laid in bed, that I no longer have any value to anyone. I mean outside of contratual agreements, as in employment, rent, ect, outside of contracts, where I send money to companies, as in insurance, cable, ect, I have no value to anyone on this whole planet. So how does one live with that fact? I don't know, you just keep living till you don't. ------------------------ That aside, it's Thursday, it's wet and grey out, I have no real use for this day, and if not for contractual agreements, as in a job, I wouldn't even leave the place. My flesh and energy is what's being used today, not for my benefit, but for the company I work for benefit, they benefit off my mindless labor. I mean sure I get a check, but that check doesn't propel me ahead in life, kind of no different than a prisoner working as a trustee and sure there perks, but at the end of the day they're still in prison. And the circumstances of my life feel like a prison to me right now, but I get up and go through the motions anyhow.
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Post by Admin on Dec 15, 2022 13:12:03 GMT
I bought I new small space heater, the last one was around 10 years old and finally stopped working ( it still works, but the plastic knob stripped out) But this new space heater is more advanced and blows out hotter air, and if not balanced even on the floor, will automatically cut off.
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Post by Admin on Jan 13, 2023 3:25:54 GMT
Anyways, I'm not good on weeknights when i get in after working a long day.
I mean feels like I just got in, and already the clock is pushing me towards bedtime.
And I still need to make tomorrow's lunch, as well as fill out a form, with dates on it, for the job.
I really hate working now, wish I could take like 6 months off. Maybe next year I will, I'll have to save up though....but who says you must just work work work, until dead or retire.
My retired life, if get there, will suck, so why not just take time off from work, when still healthy enough to enjoy self, and life.
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Post by Admin on Mar 30, 2023 12:38:12 GMT
 I feel doomed today, doesn't mean I am, it's just how I feel at the moment, doomed. |
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Post by Admin on Mar 30, 2023 13:02:14 GMT
I feel like this right now, like hell is coming to reclaim me, my own personal hell
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Post by Admin on Apr 14, 2023 1:09:47 GMT
What a lame Thursday evening into the night it has been for me  What a lame evening and into the night it has been for me. All I've done is worked off of the 'to do list', which means doing stuff, that when I was younger, I only thought old people did. Stuff like cleaning, straightening this, moving that, preparing lunch for tomorrow. I got off work a bit early today, and didn't quite know what to do with the time, cause normally if I'm off work, and guzzling beers at 5 pm or already buzzed. But I work tomorrow, and so couldn't do that, so had to just create a 'to do list'. It was a meaningless evening and night as well, and if didn't write about it, in a few days would totally forget I even was a live today. Writing like proves that you were 'here', that you existed. Anyways, what else boring mundane thing can I get into before going to bed and going to work tomorrow.
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Post by Admin on May 19, 2023 1:38:58 GMT
Days like today have no purpose to me, and if didn't make a post here, today would be forgoton forever.
For memory mark, I had to drive to Macon today, and back.
The Duram Report is all in the conservative media, said the investigation against Trump was all foul and made up.
I doubt anyone will be held accountable.
But as far as my life goes, today was a long, dull, boring bust of a day.
Oh ye, and watching some older Wesly Snipes movie on TV, where he faces off with some foreign plane hi-jacker.
Watching on the BOUNCE, TV network.
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Post by Admin on Aug 4, 2023 2:22:47 GMT
It's Thursday  Today, while at end of job, I just took hat, visor off, and wore my hair long and natural, why not, I mean I saw others doing it so was like ___ it, I'm gonna do it to. It's not like I'm around anyone when at work, but I just felt like letting hair just be free for a change. ---------------------------------- Aside from that it was a pretty boring dull bland day. I need a career change, cause life's to short to even waste what days I do work, to do so in a environment that's socially dead. That change maybe be coming sooner than later, but I want to make sure it's the right change. Either way, this is my last year here at this location, and that's kind of scary when you don't have a plan. Rent's going up everywhere, and I don't want to live in a crime ridden area, where rent may be cheaper, but area more prone to crime. It's why people should read this book here...'How to survive in 'da hood' as an outsider...can find on Amazon. Anyways, just got in, time to settle in, after I go step on the scale and see if I lost any weight today.  Haven't drank in a while so been loosing weight, but usually bulk of weight loss comes when sleeping overnight. It's Thursday.
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Post by Admin on Oct 6, 2023 3:47:19 GMT
A rare Thursday on here A rare Thursday indeed on here. I'll never be great, my art work will never be appreciated, yet my art work and portraits rival any, but I'm not in the right social clubs, not apart of the right class of people. I'm gutter and alley to them. I write more than anyone on the planet, yet no one acknowledges that, instead people ghost read, and no telling how much of my stuff is stolen. But that's how humans are. ----------------------- Anyways, it's Thursday, which means it's a dull day, I can't think of anything big, grand or exciting that has ever occurred in my life on a Thursday, or breaking news, as far as that goes. It's Thursday, but it's also my Monday, also, it's finally October, but in my world, it's pretty much October and Halloween every single day of the year, and with that I'm going to send this post off into the vestals of blog history...happy October and soon to be Halloween! 
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