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Post by Admin on Jun 22, 2024 17:51:22 GMT
 I totally feel like this today, so far, for sure. |
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Post by Admin on Jun 30, 2024 3:08:01 GMT
If people had any sense they've visit this natural herb store in person or online for some natural healing, but most lack sense anymore and would rather go get synthetic medicine from the same folks that shoved covid vaccines down your throats.
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Post by Admin on Jul 2, 2024 23:09:12 GMT
How do I feel right now?  How do I feel right now? You know, as long as I'm not around negative people, I can process my current situation in a positive way. Negative people just drain you, or even negative situations. ------------------------------------------ I just told my film course instructor to basically, whatever...they suck, at least to me they do. And another person working with them, like some apprenticeship thing, also left and accused them of being a closet racist....and the guy who accused them of that isn't even 'black', or brown, but I think they may be like European type of Spaniard, you know, like how people look in Greece or Spain or the mediteranian part of the world...you know, they're not white white in complexion, but they're also not African type of black, their Sicilian type of skin toned, I guess. Anyways, that aside, I just don't need stress in my life right now...the stress, the stressful situation or situations will come, eventually, regardless, so I've learned to just enjoy and relish the moment I'm in. I mean I never thought my last place of 12 or so years would suddenly burn down one calm evening, but it did....and I'm still adjusting to the change...but life just keeps scooting you right along. ------------------------------------------- Anyways, I'm feeling physically better again, not 100%, but much better than yesterday at this time do to drinking on Sunday. If I just could stop drinking my life would be so much more productive and meaningful to me. I look better when I don't drink, and I lose weight, my face just looks healthier, less pudgy...food tastes better, I have more energy, I'm more positive, happier... I mean I'm happy when I drink, but it's a fake type of happiness, followed by sorrow. Anyways, still so much to do before the day is over. Happy Tuesday.
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Post by Admin on Jul 3, 2024 1:56:35 GMT
Energy is coming back, but surging in energy isn't always a good thing, cause then end up not going to sleep till like 3-4 am in the morning.
That being said, I almost feel like taking a drive downtown, and walking on the waterfront and taking pictures with my new camera.
But it's kind of late, would I be safe?
I'm a male, but still, thieves don't care, if you have something they want, or think they want, they'll get it.
Heck, I heard last week even one of Joe Biden's secret service agents was jumped in Los Angeles by some street goon or goons. Goons and thugs just don't care, they're to heartless and dumb to care, they'd rob Moses if they could.
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But ye, I feel like cruising downtown to the water front just to help dissipate some of this energy I have.
When I don't drink, my energy levels are out of this world, at least to and for me.
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Post by Admin on Jul 8, 2024 13:07:51 GMT
Just got up.Not in the most positive mood. I think what we eat has a lot to do with our moods. I think the chemicals they put in meat, or foods in general, can effect our moods. I ate popcorn before going to bed in the early morning. Anyways, regardless, I just don't feel so hopeful about anything this Monday morning.And I haven't had a drink in 7 days, yet I woke up feeling down and right near depressed, as if nothing ever will work out, and that I'm just fooling myself thinking otherwise. I just woke up feeling like 'Why am I even still here?'...as in what purpose could I have anymore, if ever had one. Bill Gates had, has purpose, Trump has, had purpose, Miles Davis, the trumpet player had purpose, Jimmie Hendrix had purpose, heck, even Elvis had purpose...what purpose do I have, heck my YT videos don't even get views anymore, and my art matters to no one...or at least it's not allowed to be seen do to control of view distribution by google and other online valves that make common people undiscoverable anymore. The internet was fun a decade ago cause everyone was discoverable...not anymore, greed and commerce has taken over the internet and slimmed it up...as in slime. Anyways, first order of business is I gotta go to the bank and get debt card activated again cause I thought I lost my wallet on Saturday night, when it was actually in the fridge....I was so upset I even cursed god. Now I gotta go to the bank and stand around folks that will annoy the hell out of me, and I'm sure me them as well. It's Monday, yuk.  www.spreaker.com/episode/52762339
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Post by Admin on Sept 5, 2024 21:11:41 GMT
Not sure why I feel so defeated today.  Not sure why I feel so defeated today, I just do. |
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Post by Admin on Sept 7, 2024 6:22:00 GMT
Feel like I'm headed towards a cliff right now, and in denial of that fact feel like I'm headed towards a cliff right now, and in denial of that fact... Just a weird day. I had so much energy and felt happier earlier today, but now...ugg. Just to much ugly info, I guess. Gotta watch what you digest, read, hear and see, cause it all affects your mood.
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Post by Admin on Sept 7, 2024 6:23:00 GMT
Sometimes I don't even know what the point of tomorrow is anymore.
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Post by Admin on Sept 12, 2024 4:03:26 GMT
I feel like doom is catching up with me I feel like doom is catching up with me and that there's nothing I can do about it.
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Post by Admin on Sept 21, 2024 2:22:17 GMT
Family affair type stuff, but also applies to others in relationships on this planet
Evil whispers, chats behind close doors, good and love confronts, desires to resolve and settle....for the betterment of all.
Which are you?
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Post by Admin on Nov 14, 2024 1:49:19 GMT
In a really odd checked out mood or zone today In a really odd weird checked out mood or zone today, not sure why. Haven't drank in days, and sometimes seems your normal way or non drunk way of feeling is more odd than being drunk.
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