Home Base

Being older doesn't mean you can't still take care of your body and 'flatter self' from time to time



Being older doesn't mean you can't still take care of your body and flatter self from time to time.....regardless of gender.

In fact, the older one, or you get or gets, the less gender matters in that really the only purpose of gender in nature is to pro create, well once done pro creating or beyond such age or never plan to, than really why does it matter how one or you chose to present self to either others or to 'self', to look back on years later?

Being a single 'male' at say 40 or 50 means what, that you have to still walk around looking 'rough and course'?...for who?

To me, if not planning on pro creating, than gender really is meaningless, or if not apart of a larger culture or society.

To me, your body is yours to sculpt as you please, and if you want your body to remain soft and beautiful, than sculpt it that way, regardless of birth gender, but if want body to be rough and course and hairy, than sculpt it that way, regardless of gender.

Me, I prefer to, at least in 'art' to make self look Androgynous, if don't know the meaning look it up, but don't go by today's pictures which are 'forced' and made to look 'fem'.
Androgynous means naturally neutral in looks.

As I age, I look back on pics I took of self and realize if I didn't take them, there's be no record of what I was or could of been if around right people or crowd.

When I'm 70, old, withered and wore out, I'll look back with astonishment at younger self.

Can't wait to just cancel crap tomorrow

Can't wait to just cancel crap tomorrow, and change debit card number and more, it's so frustrating trying to get help on the weekends from these large Tech companies, all they do is ignore, but minute your payment doesn't go through here they come a' calling...that's when you give them taste of own medicine and ignore.

Not in the best of moods so far today

Just little annoying things here on my day off, things someone in Iraq or Honduras wouldn't probably blink over, but I'm not in Iraq or Honduras so everything is relative to where you are and your own personal standard of comfort and sensibilities.

Have guy painting railings on deck, very annoying, very annoying, it's odd having someone look into your place, ye sure they're doing their job, but it still feels odd, my natural instinct is to go punch them in the face, if they were like some random intruder, but they're not, they were hired to paint and painting is what they're doing.

These large companies love hiring south of the border types...well maybe that's not fair for me to say anymore cause just cause one looks south of the border doesn't mean they're not smack dab red white and blue American.

But the one contractor I did speak with days ago could hardly speak English, so again, these large firms love hiring south of the border contractors to do jobs, and maybe that's cause home grown American types just aren't into 'brick and mortar' type work anymore.

I hardly ever see younger white or black guys around here doing this type of home improvement stuff, it's mainly just Hispanics, you see them doing lawn maintanance, locally and on interstates, and see them in construction and anything else 'blue collar', where are the white and black guys?

The black guys are running around on the streets, and the white guys are to 'punk' and soft now to get dirty, so they're either enrolled in some school or at home in the basement on computer.

------------------------------------------

Finding out that rent is going up again is what really twirked me though, and it's having a down hill effect on my mood...so I need to stop thinking about it and get on with the day.

People are basically 'cold' and just want you out of the way and 'dead' when they no longer have use for you in their life.

It's why I could care the less about 'the vaccine', especially when told to get it for others?

You mean others who could give a crap about me?

Today's Liberals are very small minded, and near mean spirited

And they think they can identify you by what you post on social media, like if you think that woman turning back to American flag during Olympics was a very embarrassing, self centered to do in front of millions, than 'you must be white', some anonymous twitter poster will say.

I don't get that, so if you support nation of birth, and believing in acting with some respect, when world is watching, than according to twitter 'odd balls' 'you must be white'...no, just mature.

So if you hate America, and have other internal emotional flaws, than you're 'black', but if you Love America, meaning your own past within the nation, than you must be 'white'.

That makes no sense to me, but shows the level of brainwashing that has been going on in the schools for last 30 years?

I guess the Conservatives are right on that one.

Black or White or Hispanic or other, I just don't hang around or no to many people who 'hate the U.S.', regardless of their ethnicity, I'm sure they're out there, just saying they're not in my orbit of people I know.

The me, that I wish more people could, would, realize that I am.

But sadly most do not.

Is why I'm so thankful for art.