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Post by Admin on Sept 17, 2021 3:11:53 GMT
This guy looks kind of cool, in a bad way though  At first I thought this was George Clooney, but no, it's CG character. Anyways, that's all I have to say, saw this, and it just stood out to me for whatever reason.
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Post by Admin on Oct 5, 2021 15:13:10 GMT
I need to get out today  I need to get up and out today, if not just a trip to a store, any store, to become apart of the living again, if not just for 30 minutes. When I'm off work, I just stay home, with internet I have no need to travel anywhere, and I've seen everything around here that could interest me. And where I live, the people are not beautiful to me, I know that sounds mean, but just being honest, older this, older that or urban this, urban that, everyone looks crusty and spent, tired, washed up or on drugs, like zombies. And certain women just stop looking fem after a certain age. Seems I have better fashion and beauty sense than some older urban females do who get pudgy and very bland looking. Anyways, who cares, I'm sure they're all living better more fulfilling lives than myself, pudgy or not. Time to get dressed and venture out here soon.
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Post by Admin on Oct 11, 2021 22:35:53 GMT
This short movie really has a Halloween feel to it, in my opinion
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Post by Admin on Oct 23, 2021 19:04:31 GMT
Can evil exist without morality?
Can evil exist without morality?
Listen and decide on your own.
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Post by Admin on Oct 24, 2021 18:59:29 GMT
Avoid people who are into 'At least-ism'
Avoid people who are into 'at least-ism', which is when they'll respond to whatever is you told them by saying
'Well at least you have a job' or 'Well at least you have a car'
And on and on and on.
'At leastism' a word I guess I just made up, is a destructive mindset to have.
Life isn't about the least amount of joy or property or happiness or food, or prosperity you can obtain for self.
Life is about 'most-ism', getting the most out of everything, not expecting and being thankful over the least of everything.
Those with that mindset never aquire much in life, and will bring you down with their 'at least-ism' attitude.
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Post by Admin on Nov 25, 2021 20:40:40 GMT
About to turn cell phone on, only cause authenticating sign up to new social media site, so what's the big deal?
I hate turning my phone on, sometimes, when off like today, cause all it brings me is noise.
Spam, calls about the holiday, ect....nothing on that phone will bring me joy, not even forced 'Happy T day' from someone you barely know anymore.
When Holidays roll around, I'm like just leave me alone, cause if not going to be there for me regularly after the holidays, or me for you, than what's the point.
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Post by Admin on Dec 1, 2021 19:19:12 GMT
How come everything I like FIRST, that's unpopular with the masses, then seems others start liking, and buying, than hogging.
It's just annoying as all can be.
Even shorts and jeans, I never fell for that whole baggy pants, puffy shorts look, it was a dorky style, but for a decade or more all urban males, then even suburban males and rural country males were wearing those goofy wide legged shorts that made men look bloated.
I never wore that crap, ever, I stuck with shorter shorts and pants that hugged your figure, and low and behold, now it's back in style.
I never follow the fkn crowd.
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Post by Admin on Dec 3, 2021 2:19:13 GMT
Dark Web
Sometimes I get notices from my anti-virus service that 'Your info is on the dark web'
Ye, so what, I think to self, I mean what can I do about it?
I mean if my stuff is that important to others, than so what.
I think a lot of peoples info is on the dark web, like when you hear how companies get hacked, and cyber thieves still peoples personal info, no telling what they're doing with it, probably from overseas or something, who knows, maybe there's someone else with my identity clear across the world, I can't do anything about it, don't have the resources, or time to.
Just one person with limited time and energy on this Earth.
And if some ones spreading lies about me, never my the lie spreader, I blame those who would believe the lies, or, or, better yet, why not tell me what is being said?, theorhetically speaking.
I'll never be 'perfect' to another, and if any relationship with another is based on me being perfect, than it'll never work, be it with family, friends, co-workers, God, the devil and whomever.
Perfection is a stupid platform to build any relationship on.
And one persons perfection may not be another's, so either you like someone or you don't, that's what I've learned anyways.
You can waste a lot of life trying to convince those or someone to like you, when they never will, it's a waste of emotional time and energy.
Right now, I just don't really care about anything that's not right in front of me.
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Post by Admin on Dec 12, 2021 15:15:50 GMT
Have the next few days off, it's up to me to make the most of the time, going to get started on 1 of many smaller projects that hopefully when complete will make life a little better.
Now that stopped drinking, for now, I'm able to get a lot more done, utilize much more of the 24 hour day, rather than just drink, and then waste half or more of that time in a post drunken stupor where feel like crap and unmotivated to do anything but sleep.
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Post by Admin on Dec 25, 2021 21:56:35 GMT
Xmas - I haven't stepped outside all day yet  I haven't stepped outside all day today. Don't have no reason to at this point. just going to lay back, maybe find movie on Amazon to watch. Maybe it's OK to just have a lazy day now and then, especially on Xmas. Many families though are out there in the thick of it, traveling, having Xmas dinners, family reunions, kids at play, gift exchanges, and more. Me, none of that, not by choice but by circumstantial fate I suppose. Oh well, it is what it is. Another Xmas has come and gone, the older ya get, soon you start wondering 'will this be my last Xmas alive on Earth?' Only fate knows that answer.
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Post by Admin on Dec 26, 2021 3:10:38 GMT
Xmas to me, is me giving out over or near $2000.00 in gifts this year, not on Xmas, but before that, during the year, and then on Xmas not so much as getting a hug or gift from anyone.
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Post by Admin on Jan 4, 2022 13:53:00 GMT
I'm really bored right now, I need to get up an do something, anything, make a 'to do list', anything to get the body and mind rolling.  |
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Post by Admin on Jan 15, 2022 22:07:59 GMT
What I need to do is stop fumbling with social media stuff that doesn't add up to a pile of beans and just focus on stuff, that down the road, could actually become a pile of beans.
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Post by Admin on Jan 27, 2022 12:51:16 GMT
I continue to evolve and change, and feel self changing again, kind of like that movie 'Cube', where you can only stay in a space for so long before the cube forces you to exit that space. The way I feel I want to express self to self, just changes over time. I think the whole 'dizzy sissy' phase is over for now as I move into a different phase of expression and art.  I mean beneath our flesh, all we are is energy. All this 'you are what your gender tells you you are' is BS to me. You are what you want to be, what you need to be to survive, is the mantra I go by. |
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Post by Admin on Jan 31, 2022 18:06:58 GMT
When you have no one in your life who ever helps you out with anything, than no one really has any leverage over you
Me, for instance, no one ever helps me out with anything, in fact I'm always the one 'gifting' and helping and offering to help this or that person, and do at times when they accept.
But no one, I mean not a soul on this whole planet, ever offers to help me with anything, never gifts me, nothing, no one has any interest on whether I prosper.
I basically don't exist, outside of my job of course, but other than employment obligation, I don't exist to anyone, and or again, other than for like fiscal obligation as in bills.
But it's always me putting money out, either out to bills, or others, but nothing ever comes back to me, it's all a one way street, as such why should I listen to anyone about anything?
I'm basically dead to everyone, outside of exchanging money for commerce purposes, but again even then it's always me giving someone else business, helping them to live better, but no one, not a soul on this planet is interested in helping me live better, not a soul.
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