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Post by Admin on Jul 25, 2023 13:01:14 GMT
Sometimes I feel like it's the world, that's the insane asylum, and that a few normal people are stuck in it, forced to navigate around inside this insane world, or I should say insane people, many of whom are on TV and or positions of power.
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Post by Admin on Aug 6, 2023 23:13:03 GMT
It's very warm in my place. I'm choosing not to run the a/c, just fans, it's doable.
But boy is it warm, even with fan air blowing on me.
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Post by Admin on Aug 8, 2023 21:20:33 GMT
Computer monitor screen projector has helped my eyes tremendously  Getting a computer monitor screen projector has been the best thing I've done for my eyes in years. Why? Cause that blue light that's emmitted from computer screen monitors is very very bad for your eyes. That light, that radiation, tearns into your retnas and I do believe causes damage.  The brightness and the light these monitors emit is terrible for your eyes, it seems my vision was even getting blurry or fuzzy at times...and now I know why. Now, with projector, I can look at screen all day, and type and watch movies, without damaging my eyes. I will still use it though, the bright eye damaging monitor, for like when I gotta do fine art, digital art, and where I must see all the colors I'm using. For color clarity, I'll still use it, but otherwise I'm happy with the screen projector.
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Post by Admin on Aug 25, 2023 11:49:59 GMT
Sometimes we leave the past behind for a reasonSometimes we leave the past behind for a reason. If you walk away from something, sometimes it's best to stay away from that you walked away from, be it your past, or a person or people. Cause trying to keep the past alive for to long is like what happened in that movie 'Pet Cemetary', the results might not be what you expected. 
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Post by Admin on Aug 25, 2023 12:12:16 GMT
Ye, sometimes the past, those in your past, are best left there.
And be careful to not be pulled up into other peoples BS, cause if they can't handle it, you can't.
And or if they're comfortable with their own BS, it'll be you, who stresses, and not them....and when you stress over other peoples BS, it distracts from your own life, and things you need to do to better your own situation.
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Post by Admin on Aug 25, 2023 12:13:25 GMT
I realize now, I can only go forward, cause when I turn back, all I see is a wall of darkness.
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Post by Admin on Sept 11, 2023 5:42:51 GMT
Not in much a social media mood lately.
A cousin passed.
I'm more into talking to real people, as of late.
Makes more and better sense to me, as of late....and way more rewarding.
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Post by Admin on Sept 30, 2023 3:09:34 GMT
This is all I want anymore  All I want anymore is to be left alone, and allowed to 'Govern self'... All I want anymore is like a abandoned farm in like Nebraska, for sale, in the middle of nowhere. This farm would be like heaven on Earth for a creative soul like my own, and or others like me, where we could create music, art, theater, have night time, day time festivals, and just 'play'. Play and dance, and be happy, and of course pay our taxes (frown out loud) But sadly so many places like this have been priced out of the reach of common working class types, so instead foreign entities like China swoop in and buy instead, and will only get worse under 'Biden/Harris', since Biden did all that business with China which the main stream media ignored. So going forward you're more likely to see Chinese spies living in farms like this rather than native born heartland American types. All that aside...I really do with I could get a place like this to live out remaining years. And if can't do it alone, wouldn't mind teaming up with like 5 or less like minded types where we put our resorces together to form our own society. Oh ye, that would be communial living, something rich conservatives hate, but what rich conservatives don't understand is us poor people don't have enough captitol to ever afford place like this unless we pool our money. If anyone is interested please do contact me at this form. If smart, you'll know how, if dumb, the doors that way.
1. Chinas buying up land that stupid Real Estate fks are selling them (there should be a law against selling land to those, or nations that want to destroy you)
2. Bill Gates, and other billionaires now buying up farmland, and even corporations, that regular people can't compete with
3. Just your average multi millionare types fleeing California, New York, ect, buying up all the cheap farm land that 9-5 people used to afford.
Yep, what seemed like an affordable dream just a few years ago, is now way out of reach for common working class types. |
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Post by Admin on Sept 30, 2023 13:11:17 GMT
As a working class type, I just don't have much hope in society anymore.
If rich, could just hide away from it, but when working class poor, you have to step into it daily.
Glad I still live in a state where the Govenor still values law and order, but how long will that last?
Democrats seem to bring destruction and hell, wherever they rule or get elected to.
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Post by Admin on Sept 30, 2023 13:16:55 GMT
I think they need to bring segregation back, but this time base it on behavior.
All those who act like animals, well make them live together, and separate them from more civilized types.
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Post by Admin on Oct 5, 2023 3:26:26 GMT
Drilled I just created this portrait of self moments ago, titled 'Drilled', I mean what else, since holding drill in hands. It's actually an older portrait that I kind of spoofed up. I enlarged the feet and head area, which probably makes me look younger in portrait than I really am. It's been a while since I've taking new fresh camera portraits, like I used to do....I think video has made me lazy and gifs. With video, you just move around and then simply freeze frame and crop whatever moment you like, where as with the camera, you sit and pose...and maybe out of 10 pics, you're lucky if 1-3 pass the muster. Anyways, just bored, killing time (actually time is killing me), but while here I continue to cave write on the walls.
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Post by Admin on Oct 8, 2023 2:16:05 GMT
I realize now, all the people I used to think I wanted to like and want me, are kind of scum....including certain family members.
I no longer care if they, or anyone else, like me anymore, or ever did...to old now for it to matter.
Good riddens, I say.
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Post by Admin on Oct 17, 2023 20:28:59 GMT
I need to fix my life, cause nothing I'm doing right now matters.
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Post by Admin on Oct 18, 2023 1:23:13 GMT
October is upon us, already half way gone, wow!  Art, self-portraits, have always allowed me to escape and relax whatever my current reality happens to be. Some people have very good current realities that they love, but others, as myself, aren't always comfortable with the current reality of my life. Most of the good and bad takes place within our own minds. That being said, that's a 'me' portrait from a few years ago, but I changed some things. You won't find such a person in real life (Accept maybe in the Lord of the Rings as some larger hobbit or something), in that I enlarged the head area and the feet. I've always used my own body as a canvass, to stretch and explore my physical range.Sad thing is, is that in real life, most people would never imagine I have such artistic range, cause when I go to work, I just look like any other average blue collar tweeb. ---------------------- I'm older now, but glad, for a few years, I really explored portrait art, when still young enough to make it fun to self to do so, and the fun thing about digital art, or help, is that now you can stretch your youthful glow even further than if just had to rely on film development like years ago. Remember the days of taking all your private photos to the drug store and allowing a stranger to develop your pictures? Anyways, you gotta keep having fun in life or you'll become old and cranky Happy October and soon, Happy Halloween!
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Post by Admin on Oct 24, 2023 14:55:55 GMT
Grace under fire, could only be made in the good ole U.S.A. People should never take their freedoms for granted in the good ole U.S.A. But sadly many do. The freedom of expression should never be suppressed by anyone, particularly foreigners who tend to come from very intolerant societies. Well please don't bring that intolerance here to the states, thanks.
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