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Post by Admin on Sept 8, 2022 2:21:08 GMT
I'd rather be percieved as gay and attractive, than hated 
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Post by Admin on Oct 2, 2022 23:16:39 GMT
What if you fall in love with another same gendered person by accident do to online interaction??
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Post by Admin on Dec 15, 2022 4:31:31 GMT
I probably consider myself 'Q' as just weird and unique to self.
I don't really fit into the whole LGBT community.
Not only that, but orientation, or ones orientation in no way shape or form reflects their character.
One can be LGBTQ and still have a ugly personality.
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Post by Admin on Mar 8, 2023 12:54:39 GMT
I think everyone has at least 4 sides to themself. Most will not notice these 4 + sides because others in their life will fill those roles, as in girlfriend, boyfriend, wife, husband, regular best friend, ect, and or even family. But when alone, all by yourself, is when those other 4 + sides may begin coming out as a way of filling the social or loneliness void. Just remember this, nature always seeks a balance. |
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Post by Admin on Jul 4, 2023 21:02:28 GMT
I wonder how many other males, secretly do this?
To me, if a single male, and all alone, why would you want to have ugly feet and hands and hairy legs?
I think, in a odd way, sissies and cross dressers are more hetero than people realize, it's just in the absence of female companionship in their life, it's as if they adoration inward and become that which they actually desire.
Yes, no??
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Post by Admin on Aug 6, 2023 19:43:58 GMT
Me, for one, I like guys, males, who think outside the box, if graceful enough to do so  Not all males strong enough to exist outside of the box they're placed in, but for those who are, cool.
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Post by Admin on Aug 7, 2023 0:28:19 GMT
Sometimes I think religious folks, are the ones that make the world ugly To be fair, there's plenty of non-religious people who also attribute to making the world ugly as well. But, but, seems most bases for ugliness towards one another does or can be rooted to religion. For instance, if a male chooses to look beautiful to himself and present that to others, certain others, influenced by 'god' and religion (their god, their religion) automatically think that just because a male chooses to stretch the range of maleness by looking beautiful to self that such a male 'must be gay'...and if being gay is a sin to religious types, than well, here comes the justified hate and scorn from others. I don't believe god ever said a man can't look beautiful to self or others, that's totally a cultural thing, depending on what time period and era one lives in, and culture, ect. And notice I didn't say anything about a guy wanting to be a female, or look like one, not even. Not every male who wants to look beautiful to self, feels they must transition to some cartoonish female image to do so. But, that aside, it doesn't matter, cause most people react on sight first. And if you're a male, and appear cute to another guy, they'll accuse you of being gay...think about that. You attract the attention of another male, no fault of your own, and they accuse you of being gay??And again, if being gay is a sin, well, they cannot lash out at themselves, so instead they lash out at you. Understand that, and you'll basically understand the underlying reason behind sugarphobia.
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Post by Admin on Aug 26, 2023 2:14:34 GMT
Thinking about ending all dizzy sissy cinema on YT
Lately I've been thinking about ending all dizzy sissy cinema on YT...why?
I don't know, I think maybe that phase 'in my life' has passed, and very much doubt it will come back.
And not only that, but YT has changed, they, google, make your videos near undiscoverable, so views are minimum now compared to say, a decade ago, as such, having accounts on google only seems to benefit them and ads, that can then track you.
And, I just don't trust the new direction of the internet, this current Government and AI...I just don't trust it, so a part of me just wants to vanish from the internet as much as possible.
Sure, I'll always need a email address, but beyond that??
For me, the internet is the most lonely place on the planet, and it was only fun when drunk, and I could pretend to self that the art I shared mattered, but in reality I was only humoring myself.
If I end my google account, or one of many, there would be a lot of 'blank' spots where videos used to be, cause the dizzy sissy vids are so intertangled with so many posts that go back a few years.
I don't know, I'll always have the original vids, but not sure if I want them on google sites anymore since I'm not getting anything out of it...we shall see.
To me, they were fun, very unique, videos, full of satire, but since YT hid them, they just never caught on.
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Post by Admin on Oct 23, 2023 20:52:39 GMT
Is it a sin to want to, at times, look beautiful to self? (10-23-2023) Is it really a sin, to want to look beautiful to self, at times, or even all the time, regardless of _____?
I refuse to be or look 'ugly' to myself simply cause others, whom I don't know, think I should, simply to comply with their view of self in this world??...huh?
Think how selfish that is?
If there is a heaven, or afterworld, or spirit world or realm, I don't even think gender exists, all that exists is the spirit, or 'color' you radiate from your soul.
Sad that the most, so called religious people, don't get that.
Many religious people live in such a small tiny box created for them by their masters...that's fine, but please never expect me, and or maybe others, to live within the tiny box you've created for yourself.
That aside, this taken today, and yes, of course, altered a bit, cause, well, it's art!...duh...lol
I just wanted to prove to self that I still 'had it'.
Ugly to some, decent and beautiful to others.
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Post by Admin on Oct 24, 2023 0:13:31 GMT
How come some B men/males, look more cute, understand 'fem behavior', and rural sway, more so than urban macho B females do? Why is it that some B dudes, or males of color, better understand what males are attracted to than do many urban born and bred B females who act more butch these days than even John Wayne did??
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Post by Admin on Oct 31, 2023 4:29:43 GMT
Joe Bidens policies, or lack of, have totally ruined my future
Joe Biden, and his skunk administration, have totally ruined my future through inflation, through open boarder policies, and other stuff, that makes life hard for common working class types.
1. Open boarder = allowing millions of bigots, yes cultural bigots, to flood into America.
These boarder crossing bigots come from nations where LGBTQ types, and or black types, are frowned upon in their home nations, and so they bring that same bigotry with them, and when finally able to run for office (Like in Dearborn Michigan) they clamp down.
Muslims have taken over Dear borne Michigan and the first thing they did was ban the LGBTQ flag.
And the gay people who supported them acted shocked?...really.
Muslims will always be true to their faith before they're free to the idea of equal rights and expressions for all.
With all these bigoted migrants flooding into this nation, it's only now a matter of time before our freedoms go away, and all out thuggery takes over the streets, like what is occurring in many U.S. cities already...
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Post by Admin on Nov 1, 2023 21:51:20 GMT
It's not so much being black that annoys me, or a male of color, what annoys me is all the other black males, males of color, who so insist on projecting ugliness, instead of beauty, and then I'm catigorized with such lug heads  Sorry, but beauty or projecting beauty, is not a gender specific term. Anyone can project beauty, and nor does being beautiful, or projecting it, have anything to do with orientation, cause there are plenty of 'ugly' people who are gay/lesbian ect. As a male, I don't want to be thought of as ugly....and if that bugs people, oh well...do you think of yourself as some ugly creature? If my wanting to be beautiful (at least in art) offends some people, than those some people need mental evaluation.
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Post by Admin on Nov 1, 2023 23:23:22 GMT
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Post by Admin on May 27, 2024 4:04:53 GMT
I think the older you get, at least me, the less sexuality even matters.
When your sexual desire begins to wane a bit, people look less attractive to you, you look less attractive to self, and all the stuff your hormones made you care about years earlier seem so tripe, as you age and get older.
All that really matters as you age and get older is safety, stability, peace and tranquility.
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Post by Admin on May 27, 2024 4:06:37 GMT
I think the dizzy sissy phase of my life is about done and over with...looking back, hmm, I think the dizzy sissy was born out of loneliness and isolation.
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