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Sunday
Jul 30, 2023 15:12:30 GMT
Post by Admin on Jul 30, 2023 15:12:30 GMT
Will give myself another pass to lay around and be a bit lazy today, as I am recovering from a slight illness, so ye, when recovering, you can't spend to much energy. So, I'll take it easy today, and not feel bad about it. It's Sunday.  |
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Sunday
Sept 17, 2023 18:45:47 GMT
Post by Admin on Sept 17, 2023 18:45:47 GMT
It's Sunday It's Sunday, big wow. I'm not all that inspired right now. Social media is a bust, everything is now controlled from behind the scenes, it's a rigged game, and half the time you don't even know now if your posts are even seen by others, so what's the point? Social media is now simply for the affluent, if you're not famous, forget about it. If not famous, the only reason why they want you on social media is to data mine all your personal info and habits, to then sell to 3rd parties for money. What you say, doesn't matter, and no matter how profound, your ideas won't 'trend', cause those behind the scenes now control the exposer valves, so again, what's the point anymore? Winners and losers are chosen by geeky, behind the scenes types and algorithms, so what's the point? I quit twitter, and have no need for FB or any other social media site anymore, it's all a big waste of time, and actually it's time to start living in the real world again, like days of old. Anyways, it's Sunday, and I'm sitting on my butt just relaxing and mentally stumbling around.
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Sunday
Oct 1, 2023 16:32:57 GMT
Post by Admin on Oct 1, 2023 16:32:57 GMT
It's Sunday  Wow, it's already after 12 pm here, wow, feels more like 7 am to me. Woke up earlier and was alert, and not that it's later in the day, I don't feel so alert. My body clock is off. Anyways, it's Sunday, what should I do? Was planning on working out, as in walking....then looked in mirror at face and got discouraged. I wish you could walk, or exercise the ugliness off of your face. My body looks fine, but why is it the face that always reveals your true mental and moral health, and or even age? Your face is like the barometer to the rest of your body, mind and soul. Your face reveals all, or so it seems. Anyways, let me stop intellectually fumbling around and see what I can get into, other than beer.
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Sunday
Oct 22, 2023 21:43:27 GMT
Post by Admin on Oct 22, 2023 21:43:27 GMT
Today, emotionally I just felt like a zombie  Today, not sure what happened...I was just zoned out all day, still am, only now I'm _____ a few, so whatever zest I have is fake..🍺🍺 But hey, whatever it takes sometime...I'd rather enjoy what's left of the day while ____, than to slump around in bed and not enjoy it at all. Either way, and one way or another, we all end up paying for our mistakes in the future. That aside, it's Sunday, I'm here, and that's about all I can say or express for now.
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Sunday
Jan 7, 2024 15:09:46 GMT
Post by Admin on Jan 7, 2024 15:09:46 GMT
It's Sunday and I've gotta get serious about taking steps to make what's left of my future a more smooth ride, that means possibly stepping out of my comfort zone.
Living space is everything, meaning ones on personal habitat, meaning home life, I mean if can't find comfort where you sleep, then where?
Sleep is what restores you, and the less stress you face at home, the more restored you are, to go battle life, during the day.
Up to now, I've had it very peaceful in my habitat, but that peace is in jeopardy as the walls of reality are closing in, and it's what's on the other side of those walls that has had me feeling pretty anxious as of late.
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Sunday
Jan 28, 2024 14:49:28 GMT
Post by Admin on Jan 28, 2024 14:49:28 GMT
It's Sunday  It's Sunday. Can I rise above the spirit of hell today? I most certainly hope so, we shall see.
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Sunday
Feb 19, 2024 4:49:13 GMT
Post by Admin on Feb 19, 2024 4:49:13 GMT
A wet damp, dark, Sunday
It's Sunday night, almost Monday...Monday, yuk!
Just been laying around all day, recovering from last night, cause I drank a few beers after getting off work late, stupid me.
Lately, the future, at least my own personal future, just doesn't seem so bright and fun.
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Sunday
Feb 25, 2024 22:37:45 GMT
Post by Admin on Feb 25, 2024 22:37:45 GMT
It's Sunday It's Sunday, could be any day, I suppose. I probably won't have a job next week...life is not getting easier. I've wasted most of the day waddling around in bed fantasizing about 'stuff'. Fantasizing about being desired, I suppose. Now though, must step outside for a bit, to tend to vehicle, which I dread. The outside world is dead to me, as I am to it. Humans are sick and ugly, especially urban raised _____ people. Anyways, life kind of sucks for me right now, but hey, I still have today...but today could still devour me if not careful.
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Sunday
Feb 25, 2024 22:38:45 GMT
Post by Admin on Feb 25, 2024 22:38:45 GMT
I don't know why I care about how I look, when no one else does.
I mean even when I think I look good, others still think I look horrid.
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Sunday
Mar 24, 2024 18:34:54 GMT
Post by Admin on Mar 24, 2024 18:34:54 GMT
It's Sunday It's Sunday, just now getting up, for good, it's like 2:30...was up earlier, then fell back asleep. I'm not working now so it really doesn't matter...I get up when ready, then usually stay up late into the morning. Just turned phone on, and here come all the annoying useless text or message alert beeps....so annoying, cause I know no one is texting me anything that matter, nothing that will add to my joy or person. Karma is weird...no one cares about me, cared about me, still don't, but the tables may have kind of changed, not sure yet. Anyways, on second small cup of coffee, and after I post this, I'll go ahead and check those meaningless texts.
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Sunday
May 27, 2024 3:51:07 GMT
Post by Admin on May 27, 2024 3:51:07 GMT
Last few minutes of Sunday, May 26...2024...like just keeps steamrolling on, and if can't keep up and adjust you get steamrolled over.
I'm in new place now, is why haven't been posting as much...and life has changed drastically in other ways.
My old physical world has dissolved...but again, life waits for no one, disaster could care the less of your color or pedigree...when it comes, it comes.
But as of now, I'm still here...odd...all these years, posts, and I'm still here.
In the end though, it's all just kind of meaningless.
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Sunday
Jun 2, 2024 15:06:32 GMT
Post by Admin on Jun 2, 2024 15:06:32 GMT
It' Sunday, slept or laid in bed late, drank last night, and today, ahh, feel whatever.
While laying in bed it hit me that earth is hell, and life on earth, around others, any other, will never be ideal.
People are terrible monsters, not all, but many.
Our neighbors are monsters, and some have young kids that are monsters.
Nothing or no one will ever leave you alone, to include the animal kindgdom.
Nothing can ever change what's wrong with 'life on earth', not even prayer.
Prayer really can't change much at all, it just makes us feel good.
I suppose prayer can change 'self', but outside of that, I don't know.
I used to think prayer could change stuff....can magic or casting spells change stuff?
Can wishful thinking change stuff?
Who knows.
Anyways, going to get dressed, groom, and probably go exercise for a bit, then come back and study.
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Sunday
Jul 14, 2024 22:10:21 GMT
Post by Admin on Jul 14, 2024 22:10:21 GMT
It's SundayTime to just get up and step out for a bit...just sitting at home on computer can drive me nuts at times....feels like I'm accomplishing absolutely nothing. Although did start day off with nice bike ride and exercising. But all this sitting is really starting to get to me, my lower back, sitting is so bad for your lower spine area, for sure. I may even order one of these... But is it in my budget now? I guess health should always be in our budget. And or would I get one and only use it a few times? Anyways, I gotta get up and out real quick, even if it's just to the grocery store to walk around. It's Sunday, but worse tomorrow is Monday. 
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Sunday
Aug 25, 2024 13:17:56 GMT
Post by Admin on Aug 25, 2024 13:17:56 GMT
It's Sunday Yep, it's Sunday. My first task will be to get dressed, groomed, then go workout after laying in bed for the last 7-8 hours. Gotta get the blood flowing, the mind working, and nothing to jump start the day like a short brisk walk/bike ride and some stretching to boot. Living long only has significants is feel loved, or have someone to love, or if are wealthy and don't have to worry about daily bills, and or are healthy. Anyways, let me prepare to go workout before it starts raining again. it's Sunday, I'm still here and my luck or life hasn't changed much at all.
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Sunday
Aug 25, 2024 14:58:27 GMT
Post by Admin on Aug 25, 2024 14:58:27 GMT
It's Sunday It's Sunday.I just got done working out, short but effective, I'll workout again later today. -------------------------- On a side note, I notice those who screamed about Jesus to me the most, years ago, are all afflicted with medical issues now.All the ones telling me about nutrition, are now sickly...I don't get it. I was drinking hard during those years...as in working class drinker, meaning I'd drink when at home and on the weekends, yet went to the doctor on Thursday of last week, the 22nd of Aug, and got a clean bill of health, even my liver was in top tip shape...hmm.
I'm not saying drinking is good, cause it isn't, and currently I'm trying to stop, but I just find it ironic those who always say 'Jesus' every other word out their mouth, are the ones who I see getting sick, sickly, can't walk right, etc. I just find it a sham, a crutch, a mental condition, a sign or insecurity in their own salvation. That's why I left all that crap...I didn't leave God or being a decent person, I left the sharade of church types. It's like a competition with them, who can be the most Jesus like, or who can brag the loudest about how much their god blessed them. 'Oh, I was blessed 10 times'...'Oh yeah, well I was blessed 20 times', and so forth. ----------------------------------- Anyways, seems we're all afflicted in different ways, my affliction is in the form of social isolation. That being said, it's Sunday, I'm alive, still here, but other than that nothing is new under the sun.
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