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Monday
Nov 15, 2022 2:00:37 GMT
Post by Admin on Nov 15, 2022 2:00:37 GMT
Just another Monday.
Watching old Star Trek on H&I TV
Drank a few beers earlier, totally wish I hadn't, just not worth it anymore.
The benefits of drinking just aren't there for me anymore.
When I get buzzed or drunk, it just doesn't feel like it use to.
Maybe cause I'm getting older and body doesn't process alcohol the same.
I still have a few unopened beers laying around, thinking about just tossing them into the water.
I don't need alcohol anymore, my logical side knows that, but my emotional side gets needy at times, needy for an escape route.
If I'm to survive though, logic needs to prevail.
I make it sound worse than what it is, I mean I only had like 3 cans of beer, but still, even that wasn't necessary.
So what now? There's a lot of night left, and alcohol tends to sap you of enthusiasm once on the way down.
But healthy enough to overcome that if just stay busy.
I even worked out after drinking.
Oh well, Star Trek just ended, it was the episode where they get stuck in seperate time portals...and while there, Spock falls in love with a cave woman.
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Monday
Nov 21, 2022 12:04:49 GMT
Post by Admin on Nov 21, 2022 12:04:49 GMT
Thanksgiving week  I don't even know what that is anymore. And on top of that, will probably be working that day, so it'll be just another lonely long social desolate day for me, and I'll come home to nothing but self and maybe some memories. I'm beyond getting emotional for holidays now, emotions only matter when they're received by another. I do need some food though, in the place, food I normally buy. Anyways, it's Monday, I have tomorrow off, then have to hit it on Wednesday, after that not sure of the schedule
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Monday
Nov 21, 2022 13:11:06 GMT
Post by Admin on Nov 21, 2022 13:11:06 GMT
Going to groom, and get dressed, as a way of pumping some moral and gusto into my mind and spirit today.
Cause actually, I feel like mush right now, I could just lay in bed all day and _____ with _____, while pretending some huge control monster is ____ ____ __ ___.
i mean what else is there to do, other than to pretend one is valued and loved and cherished, even if by some imaginary creature.
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Monday
Dec 5, 2022 20:25:35 GMT
Post by Admin on Dec 5, 2022 20:25:35 GMT
I feel like utter crap today, for probably a few reasons.
on a different thought, I suspect that the interior of the truck I work in may be poisoning me slowly, as in it's toxic to my system.
I've been doing some research, and have found that indeed, many elements inside of both cars and trucks, are very toxic to people.
If this is true, I may have to quit my job.
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Monday
Dec 6, 2022 10:35:39 GMT
Post by Admin on Dec 6, 2022 10:35:39 GMT
Even though not working today (it's still dark out) Mondays still always feel horrific to me, I guess cause that's when the administrative state wakes up again.
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Monday
Jan 2, 2023 15:09:51 GMT
Post by Admin on Jan 2, 2023 15:09:51 GMT
OK, how do I get happy today?
I want to be happy, cause not being happy is a hindrance to my own mental and physical prosperity.
Not only that, but when not happy, it only effects 'me', and or 'you', and really no one else.
That being said, I need to get happy today, for my own sake, maybe start of with some coffee, anything to get moral boosted a bit.
Beer, of course, is a depressant, so if I want to be happy, I most certainly should stay away from beer, or at least in large quantities.
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Monday
Jan 2, 2023 15:13:28 GMT
Post by Admin on Jan 2, 2023 15:13:28 GMT
The first thing I'll do is take on the biggest thing burdening me right now, and that is paying rent, which is pure evil to me, I don't care what radio conservatives say, or what capitolist say, RENT is EVIL!!
Native Americans didn't pay rent, the whole concept of rent is some evil European crap brought over here to the new world, and has really created a division between the haves and have nots.
greedy realitor type of stuff, claiming Gods land as 'your own', and dividing it up into parcels, and charging people to live on those parcels.
It's evil I tell you, and people spend great swaths of a short life and time down here simply wasting and dumping money into rent, when could be saving for retirement.
OK, first some coffee or tea, then I'll pay evil rent.
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Monday
Feb 20, 2023 23:54:20 GMT
Post by Admin on Feb 20, 2023 23:54:20 GMT
Not to much in a social media mood right now.
I had fun last night over the phone, like a phone party, and paying the price for it today.
Listening to 'Gen X' radio was the only hi-light of the day so far.
Joe Biden flew to Ukraine, where he's giving away all of our money to the war effort, which is nothing more than a money laundering scheme to me.
The money just keeps vanishing and getting divided up...but notice there's never no new equipment?
I don't like the President of Ukraine...I think the guys a snake.
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Monday
Mar 7, 2023 0:37:38 GMT
Post by Admin on Mar 7, 2023 0:37:38 GMT
Monday is here  Monday is here, Monday has arrived, and so have me, myself and I. The day is 50/50 Went to the store to buy some beer, card didn't work, turns out credit union has having issues. Went to credit union, didn't feel like standing in line, their a/c was out, yuk. And twitter had issues earlier today as well. For some reason, I feel worse after drinking just 1-2 beers than two 4 packs. My body chemistry is changing, and in a way I'm glad debit card didn't work, that way couldn't buy more beer to drink. I've only had like 4 beers in two days, but both days, the beer has really thrown my mood off. I just don't think my body likes beer anymore....I should listen to my body. ------------------------------------ Other than that, not much going on, obviously I'm off from work, and wasting a ton of time as usual.
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Monday
Mar 21, 2023 3:50:31 GMT
Post by Admin on Mar 21, 2023 3:50:31 GMT
On these last few minutes of Monday of March of 23, which can only be lived once, I'm still here, and eating fried eggs and cheese and however else poor people cook and make recopies up.
I'm just so glad don't have to work tomorrow.
Been fighting mice lately, got rid of about 5 so far, since downstairs neighbor moving out and I guess mice in their place have scurried up to my place..sick and gross.
But when have mice, it just makes you want to totally clean up own place and sanitize everything.
Mice are nasty, and can carry germs and viruses and disease.
Anyways, that aside, I'm still here.
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Wow, even as typing this, just caught another mouse in non lethal trap..
One sec
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Monday
May 29, 2023 15:20:55 GMT
Post by Admin on May 29, 2023 15:20:55 GMT
This guys sure having a fun interesting Memorial Day  Heartland innovation for sure. As far as how my day is going? Ahh, at least it's quiet, that's about all I can say. I thought I was in a relationship up until last night. I hate city life, I hate what urban life has turned some people into. I wish I'd never ever moved anywhere near any city. Maybe one day I can move away again, to the woods, around practical normal people.
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Monday
May 29, 2023 21:11:43 GMT
Post by Admin on May 29, 2023 21:11:43 GMT
Are you photogenic?
I need a cell phone, with a camera, that makes me look true to real life, instead of like a cartoon.
Let's say you..
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Monday
Jun 12, 2023 14:46:32 GMT
Post by Admin on Jun 12, 2023 14:46:32 GMT
It's Monday  It's Monday, I slept well, I drank a few beers yesterday, should have, but did. Just the stress of buying a new phone and paying another large bill, the stress of spending so much money just got to me, and drinking some beers just gave me a bit of an escape. It would of been better if had someone to hug or confide in, but when you don't, you just don't, and so have to get yourself by best you can. ------------------------------ I'm off for the next 3 days, nothing planned, and maybe at my age it's OK to not always have anything planned. When younger, when had career ambitions, always striving to improve economic position, not anymore...I hate my job, hate the long days, it's deadening to me, as such when I'm off, how to be a better employee is the last thing on my mind. This whole idea of working till you drop, is a farce. ---------------------------- Anyways, time to chill, lay back, get into whatever, and just enjoy my day off, maybe a little tv, although now days just about e
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Monday
Jun 19, 2023 12:44:16 GMT
Post by Admin on Jun 19, 2023 12:44:16 GMT
It's Monday  It's Monday, and this is pretty much how my day will go. Sometimes I think you suffer hell before you die, not after you're dead. ================================ Anyways, I'm not always in such a grim mood, but kind of am now, for whatever reason. Who knows, maybe I'll win the lottery today and will be able to walk away from everything. Until then, it's just another grim Monday for me.
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Monday
Jul 10, 2023 15:39:39 GMT
Post by Admin on Jul 10, 2023 15:39:39 GMT
I do believe it's Monday
It's hot, so save on your electric bill by buying fans instead, they really do work, and will save you hundreds per month.
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