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Monday
Nov 15, 2021 15:38:37 GMT
Post by Admin on Nov 15, 2021 15:38:37 GMT
Monday  What can I say, it's Monday, I'm off though, but still feels like Monday. Gotta go back to work on Wed, but got one of those last second calls from employer yesterday evening asking if I could come in to replace someone who didn't show ect, I couldn't, no way, had alcohol in me, no way, nor did I want to, but might have had I been well rested, but when I'm off I usually drink a bit, to relax, so calling me in at the last minute doesn't work unless catch me before have a few beers. Anyways, been off for over a week, and one thing about me, learning the more time I have off work, the less I want to go back to work, I mean as long as not going broke, I'm content to just stay at home.
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Monday
Nov 15, 2021 23:15:58 GMT
Post by Admin on Nov 15, 2021 23:15:58 GMT
It's still Monday.
Not the best nor worse day.
I haven't done anything really meaningful for self in a long time.
I sometimes can't believe I'm still here, just kind of taking up space in the Universe.
Not sure what it all means anymore.
Do know Holiday season right around the corner, that to is all but meaningless to me now, has been for the last decade or so.
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Monday
Jan 31, 2022 14:26:56 GMT
Post by Admin on Jan 31, 2022 14:26:56 GMT
Go away Monday.
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Monday
Jan 31, 2022 14:44:34 GMT
Post by Admin on Jan 31, 2022 14:44:34 GMT
I've gotta force self to get up and out today, the mind does have a large effect on your health.
I need to get up, groom, get dressed, and try to at least go grocery shopping, the movement and fresh air may do me some good.
I don't have to run a marathon, but just getting up and out may do me some good, I know it will.
When you lay around to much your mind and body just get weaker, not stronger but weaker.
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Monday
Feb 7, 2022 16:55:06 GMT
Post by Admin on Feb 7, 2022 16:55:06 GMT
 Ahh, it's Monday again, Monday is better than Sunday but not as good as Tuesday. I feel a bit flat today. I think that'll change if I get some meaningful stuff done, instead of just writing about what I want to get done. And of course that starts with a fresh 'to do list', which gets the engines fired up. I probably should start the day off by working out, forcing self to get dressed up and out there. Ye, maybe that's what I'll do first, go workout, do a few laps around the rec field, get the juices flowing. |
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Monday
Feb 21, 2022 11:59:11 GMT
Post by Admin on Feb 21, 2022 11:59:11 GMT
I was suppose to get up and out today and promote my latest project, but here I sit on the edge of bed, feeling so 'still' and tranquil after waking up, that not thinking forward yet, just still trying to reflect upon the darkness of the early morning.
I did watch a bit of 'Attica', the documentary or that prison uprising, and was surprised at how organized those prisoners were in 1971.
They just seemed way more organized and articulate than todays prison population, or population at whole.
The majority of prisoners were 'B', yet after they took hostages, you'd of thought they were diplomats for the United Nations.
Watch the movie and you'll see what I mean.
I mean just seems like people back then, society as a whole, sure had it's issues, but the people over all just seemed more educated, more articulate, compared to today's population as a whole.
Seems everyone had a activist mind back then, whether from the ghetto or the golden community, seems when pressed a mic in some ones face, an articulate activist minded side of that person would come out.
What has happened since then?
Seems now large swaths of todays population is getting more and more dumb.
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Monday
Feb 28, 2022 14:01:19 GMT
Post by Admin on Feb 28, 2022 14:01:19 GMT
 It's Monday, and so far not motivated at all. Moods, I tell ya. Last Monday my mood had me in a totally different mental place or space, not today, this Monday, I feel motivationally a bit lost. That means I'll have to start off with a list of things to do to get me going, to fire off the mind, and maybe I'll browse the headline news, see what others out there in the world are dealing with. But me right now, I'm just dealing with this flat mood, this grey or gray mood of nothingness. |
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Monday
Mar 14, 2022 17:32:40 GMT
Post by Admin on Mar 14, 2022 17:32:40 GMT
Last week I was in a money spending mood, this week, I'm not. And I just got back from exercising, thought maybe it would fire up my motivational spirit, it didn't. Seems this Monday, on my day off, all I want to do is sit.  |
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Monday
Mar 14, 2022 17:46:58 GMT
Post by Admin on Mar 14, 2022 17:46:58 GMT
Continued from above ⬆️⬆️⬆️
It's why I'm so cautious about jumping into things, cause with me, there's no garantee a week later I'll still be interested. My moods just fluctuate to me. So, what sounds good to me one week I may lose interest in the following week, and if money and investments are involved, then what?
Last week was on verge of fixing up back bedroom so I could host airbnb guest, that would of been a minimum of 1000 dollar investment
1. New bed = 5-800 dollars
2. sheets and lenin for bed = 100
3. lamp, other misc stuff to make room comfortable = 50-150 dollars
And other stuff I'd think of adding later, it all adds up.
So say I did all that and then a week later my mood changes, as in now and I'm like 'nah, never mind, I don't want airbnb hosts anymore'.
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I guess the solution to that is just to force self to 'step up to the plate'...something I haven't had to do in a long while.
What I mean by that is it's easier to step up to the plate when in a desperate situation, but I haven't been desperate in a long while.
I'm not rich, but I'm not broke either, I'm right in that working but not getting ahead catigory.
And when in that comfortable, not rich and not broke catigory, you tend to get lazy after a while.
Cause not rich enough to want to risk, repeat, risk, what little you do have.
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Monday
Apr 4, 2022 12:40:17 GMT
Post by Admin on Apr 4, 2022 12:40:17 GMT
Up up and away we go on this Monday.
Had a decent sleep.
Lawn maintanance people are here, and quiet morning disrupted by the sound of ugly engines.
Lawn mowers must seem like some of the most violent instruments to nature.
Mornings are the best time to have romance, but I've been single so long I've forgotten what that's like.
Fridge is near empty, not sure what direction to go in today.
I do have some 'must do' stuff that has to get done, including some crap from work, but I'll just weave it all in throughout the course of the day.
Yep, it's Monday, but my Mondays, as of late, are usually days I have off so it's not so bad.
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Monday
Apr 19, 2022 1:51:57 GMT
Post by Admin on Apr 19, 2022 1:51:57 GMT
Crappy wasteful day.
Started drinking again, and that has added zero to my happiness or prosperity.
Right now cooking some hamburger meat.
Nothing else really going on as business hours over with.
So all can do is salvage day within my own mind.
Life is odd.
We're here than we're not.
I simply write so much so can remember when was here.
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Monday
Apr 25, 2022 21:51:38 GMT
Post by Admin on Apr 25, 2022 21:51:38 GMT
weird day, this Monday. Started off wanting to buy a pick up truck, but another person beat me to it by minutes...dang it! Then my own vehicle began acting up, check engine light and all, I panicked, cause my near perfectly running used car is all the leverage I have towards getting another vehicle, and if not running right, resale is zero, useless for a trade in. But then saw where Auto Zone will check your 'check engine' light for free, so went there and turns out it was just a sensor for the crankshaft.  So what did I get done today during business hours? Not much but yet a lot, things just take time, researching best deals takes time, sure I didn't get truck, but at least found out why cars been acting funny lately, so now I have no need to panic. I can go into the evening and tomorrow feeling a bit more confident that everything's not crashing down all at once. |
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Monday
Apr 25, 2022 22:07:53 GMT
Post by Admin on Apr 25, 2022 22:07:53 GMT
Well, I guess I should get on with what's left of the day, small at home type of stuff, cause tomorrow I'm going to try to repair car myself.
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Monday
May 2, 2022 13:22:08 GMT
Post by Admin on May 2, 2022 13:22:08 GMT
It's Monday
It's Monday, time to get up, and move about.
The day will start off with me doing very unfun, must get done, type of stuff, and stuff like that usually involves deadlines, payments, ect.
Nothing will be given to me today, instead, the money I produce from my labor will be given to others, to entities, in this ever greedy capitalistic bloodthirsty world man has forged for us.
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Monday
May 2, 2022 13:50:00 GMT
Post by Admin on May 2, 2022 13:50:00 GMT
I find that I get more done when I get dressed, even if have nowhere to go, but when I get dressed, my mentality changes.
I become more productive vs when I just wake up and walk around naked all day long inside my place.
Walking around nude, inside my place just kind of keeps me in a lazy mood all day long.
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