To do lists

The closer I get to having to go back to work, the more short my 'to do list gets'

Have to return to slavery tomorrow, but cause have precious awake time left, I notice the closer tomorrow comes, the more focused the 'to do list' becomes, stuff that must get done, not fun stuff, but must stuff.

That means gotta put laundry on that list also...darn it.

Normally creating a 'to do list' helps to jump start my day, especially if cold.

But today I don't feel like doing anything, list no list, I'm content to just lay around, been off for over a week and just getting more casual about the days, but sadly, I have to go back on Wed.

If I won the lottery I'd have no problem never going back to any job.

But wish could have that luxury while still young.

I guess I can't complain to bad though, in that even when working full time at my job, only do so usually 3 days a week, can't get more pre retired than that while still recieving a full time check.

Not the largest check, but still a check non the less.

I don't need a lot, just the basics, food, water, shelter and safety.

At my stage in life I'm happy with that, until I get drunk, then once drunk I seem to want the world again.

Different types of 'to do lists'


(just kidding of course)

But no seriously (I wonder what movie that's from?), anyways, seriously though, 2 types of to do lists.

1. Leisurely stuff

2. Administrative stuff -bills-rent-auto payment-ect


I usually mix it all up on one long list, that always grows.

3. Chores, as in cleaning type stuff.

I mean I know what I have to do or need to do, but often won't do it cause I don't like ever feeling like I have to or need to do anything, other than live.

If I need to or must do something, than I'm not free, is how I see it.

And usually the things I need to or must do always cost me money, as in bills, or paying this or paying for that.

Like I need to go ahead and pay for a service to publish a certain book I'm done writing, fine, but that will cost me money...is why I stall.

When things cost me money, I stall, sometimes for days, even weeks, but in the end if I don't try, I'll never know if I would have succeeded or not.

I think my middle name should be 'stall', cause I'm always stalling, even by writing this, instead of doing something of the list, I'm basically stalling.

Before I do anything on the to do list, exercising has to come first, regardless.

Cause no matter what's going on in the world or in my own personal life, if not fit, it just makes it all that much harder to deal with.

But when fit, stuff, junk in your life, others, it all becomes a lot easier to deal with.

So that being stated, it's time to go workout.



I wonder if they can still move like that today?

(Saved by the Bell)

Room is a mess, I just don't care, I've worked all day and the last thing i feel like doing is more work now that I'm home.

And cleaning is work, it can wait.

I'm going to bed soon anyways.

Think I'll create a miniture before bed 'to do list', with just like 4 items on it, otherwise I'll just space off.

List will look something like this

1. Shower/bathe Shower/bathe ✔️

2. clean kitchen clean kitchen ✔️

3. Check work phone for tomorrow's schedule check work phone ✔️

4. Prepare lunch (which basically means just putting fruit in container) (Can wait till tomorrow)

And maybe a few more things, or maybe the above is all I need, cause I only have about 30 minutes to spare before lights out.