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Post by Admin on Oct 2, 2022 17:02:24 GMT
Everything gross is coming up on the 'to do list' today, as in stuff I dread doing
I have a love hate relationship with the 'to do list'.
I create it to remind self that there are unfun stuff that still must get done, but I mix the unfun stuff up with fun stuff, and they're chosen randomly through dice rolls.
But today, the last two items randomly chosen on the list suck
1. Job training crap
2. Pay rent
Sick and gross...but both must be done, and better to get the ugly stuff out of the way now, than later.
After all, this is the first of 3 days off for me.
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Post by Admin on Oct 2, 2022 17:54:15 GMT
Just paid rent, what a depression sensation Just paid rent...  Just paid rent, it's the one bill you cannot slack on if want roof over your head. It sucks, but must be paid. Hopefully I have enough in account to cover, if I don't, oh well. Evictions, where I stay, can take up to 3 months or longer, so that would be 3 months for me to accumilate cash. Just kidding, it's not that dire.
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Post by Admin on Oct 2, 2022 19:46:36 GMT
And now 'mail' has just come up on the to do list, meaning I let the mail pile up for weeks in a big shoe box, so now I will go through the box and see what's in it.
A scary thing to do, in that always fear I missed out on some billing deadline, which I have in the past.
But it really hurts when with the state and has to do with registration or something expiring.
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Post by Admin on Oct 4, 2022 20:52:11 GMT
My 'to do list' is boring the hell out of me today, this day before I have to return to work tomorrow  open.spotify.com/episode/7oqAGeIZAPyus6sUZ3JdyE Like now, some 'training' crap was selected on the 'to do list', for job I work, how freagin dull, but it must get done. I just turn the volume down, and hit 'next' when video clips are over.
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Post by Admin on Jan 2, 2023 15:03:27 GMT
Sure, I have a 'to do list' today, and everything on it sucks, to include paying rent.
And a few work related assignments, again, it all sucks, and stuff that just robs me of either my free time and or money.
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Post by Admin on Jan 4, 2023 1:08:04 GMT
Sooner or later you have to put some fun stuff on the 'to do list' or you'll lose your mind and lose all enthusiasm.
Fun means something creative, that allows you to shine, for self, if not for others, than for self.
Fun means something you want to do, not that you have to do, but what you want to do.
Mind deadening stuff on the list is like 'check your checking account'.
Why?
Broke is broke, unless win the lottery.
If you have to check your checking account that means you're broke, plain, period and simply.
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Post by Admin on Feb 5, 2023 6:59:44 GMT
It's late, day's gone, but maybe I'll see if can get one or two things completed on a short 'to do list'...nothing big.
Maybe some cleaning, maybe write a script for a short podcast, maybe some grooming.
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Post by Admin on Apr 3, 2023 4:03:19 GMT
Rent is due
Yep, that most evil time of the month has arrived, and rent is due.
Rent is evil, and is why so many are impoverished and can't save up enough for retirenment.
People who are years, or even decades, ahead of their day to day bills have no idea how menacing rent can be to a check to check type.
Rent can make or break ya, and does break many people.
And it just keeps going up.
Not sure how all those millions of illegal immigrants are paying rent, they probably get subsidies, something I don't get as a U.S. born citizen.
Oh well, I have till tomorrow to pay, as long as pay by the 3rd, no penalties.
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Post by Admin on Apr 9, 2023 14:22:45 GMT
Nothing like a 'to do list' to hopefully get me rolling.
Think I need to start off by cooking some meat I bought last week, that's in the fridge, that if I don't cook soon will rot.
And food/meat costs to much now to let it just rot.
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Post by Admin on Apr 26, 2023 3:09:50 GMT
'Workout', just came up on my to do list, it's late 'Workout', just came up on my to do list, good grief, should I hit the treadmill? Or lift some dumbbells? Push-ups? Oh well, it came up, so I'm going to go workout out even though working out this late at night is the last thing on my mind. 
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Post by Admin on May 29, 2023 21:20:22 GMT
If I hope to get anything out of what's left today, then I need to compile a 'to do list', or nothing will get done.
I drank last night, thought I'd finally met the right 'woman', hmm...I was wrong.
It's not so much them as it is the people in their life, the dead/negative weight, they're the ones who are always the issue.
When you start dating someone, initially you're dating not just them, but their family, friends, and aquaitances as well.
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Post by Admin on Jun 18, 2023 16:26:55 GMT
The 'to do list' It's already past noon, wow, slept most of the morning away, and other things while in bed. Now what? It's a nice summer day out, yet my state of mind won't allow me to enjoy it, and that's so sad. This area has just made me jaded...I don't go out anymore cause all you see is ghetto people, hood people, with the same broken urban mindset, style and dress. Not only that, but when own older vehicles, you don't exactly feel like driving anywhere far, cause never certain you'll make it back. That aside, for my own mental sake, I do need to create a 'to do list', even if I just stay home all day. And, fridge about empty of food.
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Post by Admin on Aug 29, 2023 1:01:19 GMT
Time to create a 'to do list', I've been slothing around all day in bed, and watching TV. I drank to much yesterday and the effects really messed with me today, probably cause I drank liquor for the first time in a long while....not much, but for me, I guess it was. Anyways, maybe I can still salvage some part of today, which is Monday.  |
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Post by Admin on Oct 17, 2023 19:23:52 GMT
'Podcast' came up on my 'to do list', but you know what, I'm no longer interested in podcasting, the fires just gone...why?
Cause no one cares what I have to say, that's why.
I was in it for years, loved it, but was basically just entertaining myself...
Talent, smarts, skill, creativity, has nothing to do with it, cause if your stuff is not distributed, nothing matters, then you're just talking to yourself.
You can spend a hour or more producing a podcast episode, and then only get 2-8 down loads or listens over the next 5 months...nah, I got better things to do now.
Not only that, but I'm not on any social media sites anymore...I've lost interest with social media as well...I've dumped, wasted, so much passion on social media over the years, and all for nothing...
So instead, I sit and wait for my time to come, that time will come, if it does, when I'm in the media or something, as in a news events that then and only then will garner others to be interested in me, but until then, nothing I say matters to anyone.
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Post by Admin on Oct 17, 2023 19:38:53 GMT
Also 'Job', meaning look for job, just came up next on 'to do list'...nah...already have a job.
I don't care about pay anymore, I care about lifestyle...and working self to death at a job, even if make more, can often corrode what I consider a ideal lifestyle, meaning how I spend my time when not on the job.
To be honest with you, as of late I've just become lazy and unmotivated, and drinking more ____ again...darn.
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