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Post by Admin on Oct 17, 2023 19:45:07 GMT
Next on the list 'sell vehicles'...hmm.
I've got two vehicles, both older and paid for, both are date killers, as in no one would ever want me to pick them up on a date in either vehicle.
Cars are everything to most, not to me...sure I could do better, but for who?
Having a newer, nicer car, isn't going to change a thing about my life or habits.
One's a older used P/U truck...probably needs a clutch soon...and the other car has a bad window.
Sanford and Son type of junk cars, that I basically only use to and from job, which is less than 4 miles one way.
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Going forward, I think I'm just doomed, I just don't have the love/motivation in my life to be much of a fighting fiscal hawk anymore.
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Post by Admin on Oct 17, 2023 19:47:41 GMT
Next on the list 'sell vehicles'...hmm. I've got two vehicles, both older and paid for, both are date killers, as in no one would ever want me to pick them up on a date in either vehicle. Cars are everything to most, not to me...sure I could do better, but for who? Having a newer, nicer car, isn't going to change a thing about my life or habits. One's a older used P/U truck...probably needs a clutch soon...and the other car has a bad window. Sanford and Son type of junk cars, that I basically only use to and from job, which is less than 4 miles one way. ----------------------- Going forward, I think I'm just doomed, I just don't have the love/motivation in my life to be much of a fighting fiscal hawk anymore.
No worse feeling than being single/alone, then in the morning your vehicle won't start...or you need a 'jump', and no one will help you, well if you have two vehicles it helps, cause can jump start your own car with your other car. |
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Post by Admin on Nov 23, 2023 16:07:01 GMT
The first thing my 'to do list' has me doing today is working out...wow. That's the least thing I feel like doing right now.  |
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Post by Admin on Jan 21, 2024 1:58:00 GMT
My 'to do lists' have to evolve with the day'
My 'to do lists' can like grow to over 20 things to do, and usually only end up doing 2-5 of them.
Mood changes, or I start drinking, working hours of places I need to call close, and so as such my 'to do list' has to evolve with the day, which means I may have to make a new one at night.
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Post by Admin on Jan 21, 2024 1:58:47 GMT
Right now, not on the 'to do list', cooking meat, in fridge, before it spoils...
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Post by Admin on Jan 21, 2024 2:03:45 GMT
But, there comes a time in the day, when you just got to lay down, rest, relax, and say 'screw everything'... that's the key to longevity, in my opinion.
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Post by Admin on Mar 24, 2024 4:22:04 GMT
On my 'to do list', it came up that I should find some new social media site other than twitter/FB/YT ect...hmm
Actually, I'm kind of burned out on social media, it's been a useless medium to me, and has changed a lot over the years.
It's not really social media anymore, rather it's
1. Sign up to site
2. Have site cookies on your computer to track you to sell ads to 3rd parties
3. Have your views and comments muted by some algorithm
4. People leave comments, but no longer actually exchange thoughts and ideas.
5. You end up wasting a lot of time on people you'll never meet, will never help you, call you, or anything.
So what's the point of it anymore?
Sure, I guess social media fills time when home alone and bored and drunk, but aside from that, what purpose does social media really serve anymore?
To me, as of now, really none.
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Post by Admin on Jun 25, 2024 5:01:26 GMT
To do lists, don't even really help me out anymore.
If a to do list can't help me, I'm doomed.
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Post by Admin on Jul 10, 2024 0:40:29 GMT
I'm going to paypal, and probably cancel stuff that's taking money from me, subscriptions and all.
I don't podcast anymore, doubt I ever will again, so why am I paying a subscription to spreaker?
No one listens to my podcast.
The days of me thinking I was 'all that' are long gone, yet continue to pay spreaker...I need to end that.
People had a chance to embrace me, they didn't, so oh well, time to move on.
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Post by Admin on Aug 17, 2024 2:54:26 GMT
I'm realizing you really have to make 'to do lists' work for you.
In order to get stuff done, you have to go with the momentum of your mood, rather than trying to do stuff you're not in the mood to do.
If I go with the momentum of my mood, I get a lot more done.
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Post by Admin on Aug 17, 2024 2:55:41 GMT
On my 'to do list', it came up that I should find some new social media site other than twitter/FB/YT ect...hmm
Actually, I'm kind of burned out on social media, it's been a useless medium to me, and has changed a lot over the years. It's not really social media anymore, rather it's 1. Sign up to site 2. Have site cookies on your computer to track you to sell ads to 3rd parties 3. Have your views and comments muted by some algorithm 4. People leave comments, but no longer actually exchange thoughts and ideas. 5. You end up wasting a lot of time on people you'll never meet, will never help you, call you, or anything. So what's the point of it anymore? Sure, I guess social media fills time when home alone and bored and drunk, but aside from that, what purpose does social media really serve anymore?To me, as of now, really none. |
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Post by Admin on Sept 2, 2024 20:20:08 GMT
To do list I really need to get started on the to do list or today will quickly turn into another wasted day. Holidays are great in the fact that most of the administrative monster corporations, and bills collection and other nasty bueracrcy stuff is shut down. Anyways, enough playing around, time to start doing stuff I dread, but won't go away until I do them.
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Post by Admin on Sept 5, 2024 1:01:29 GMT
Time to create and hit the 'to do list' Time to create and then hit the 'to do list', cause heaven knows I sure haven't gotten anything done today yet. Sometimes I think I purposelessly slack as a form of rebellion....this idea that we always have to be in a rush or on a schedule annoys me, and so I subconsciously rebel against that by just doing nothing for long swaths of time. I know that regardless of what I do now, the future, my own, will bring with it chaotic moments regardless. ======================
Some person wanted to have a zoom meeting today, I told them I wasn't dressed or ready for zoom. I don't like people peering at me while in my own place...not a fan of zoom. Anyways, sneezing, not good, means need to double down on some Bragg vinegar, and of course lay off the booze. It's raining out, on and off, took a walk in the rain with umbrella to check mail, but other than that nothing exciting to report, that's good, I suppose.
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Post by Admin on Sept 17, 2024 3:14:58 GMT
'Eliot'...basically means I got to check my email...means I got to shift through crap I don't want to see.
I've put it off all day, and now wish I didn't.
I think it's better to face stuff as it happens than putting it all off and facing it later.
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Post by Admin on Oct 4, 2024 1:31:57 GMT
About to pay rent, like a dagger to the fiscal heart, a punch to the face, like someone reaching in and grabbing a big part of your soul out of you.
Rent is evil, and invention of the west.
Before the settlers came to the Americas, there was no evil rent, they brought that greed, gold loving, diamond loving, materialistic crap with them, and now we all suffer from it.
America is or has turned into a wasteland of despair, broken homes, drug use, debauchery (can't believe I spelled that right), violence and more.
City women walk around looking like goblins to me, odd looking nails and hands, and funny looking feet now also.
Some odd spirit has settled upon this nation and it isn't good.
Anyways, gotta pay rent now, is why my mood suddenly turned sour.
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