To do lists

If I were smart and responsible, I'd do the following in this order

1. Pay rent, just face the fact that my lease has been renewed half heartedly, that they did it automatically without consulting with me, nor have I reached out to them, the leasing office, cause wasn't sure I wanted to stay...so kept putting it off.
Normally I'd just be kicked out, but do to them being desparate to keep tenants, they just assumed I wanted to stay.

But yeah, that's the big thing I should do first to ease my tension.

2. Pay storage rent, I should get that out of the way next.

3. Pay internet bill

Those are the big 3 things that I should knock off first if I was responsible and adult like, and would just face my fears and dreads instead of always running from them as if they'll go away if I just ignore them long enough.

So maybe I'll just do that, face my fiscal fears...my money is my size and the less money I have, the smaller I feel.